Ohhh I'm so mad right now!!
I just got off the phone with my father and we spent an hour arguing with each other...
Most of you know why my father and I have been arguing and why I'm living with my aunt in the first place so, I wont go back into that... Well today my father called me to tell me that he's taking me out of his will and I just went off!! I was like "oh really!?! Good!! I dont need to be in your will to know that I was the best daughter I could have been... I dont need your money or your property in Virginia or anything else that you could have left to me because I know who I am and the kind of daughter I was..." I was like "Leave it all to your other daughter who was never there for you the way that I was... who didn't know whether she was coming or going when holidays or birthdays came around... leave the money and the property to her because she NEEDS it to make herself feel better about being your daughter, I DONT!!!" Then he said... "I'm not leaving it all to her..." so I said... "NO? GOOD! Then leave it to your girlfriend, Patricia, who left you in Virginia with no car because she can't deal with you... I hope now you know what it feels like to be left in the middle of no where without a car!!" and he's like "I'm resourceful!" and I'm like "Oh yeah... you're an f'n Boy Scout! ME TOO!! I must have learned that from YOU!"
Then he was like "well there's no point in talking to you because you dont get it... " and I said... "NO! I get it! You want everything your way and you wont be happy until I tell Adrian to [go away]... Which I'll never do because that kid has done nothing to hurt me! He wasnt the one who beat the [stuff] outta me ... You did!"
Then he said something about my mother moving back from Florida and how if she does he'll stop giving her the money that he has to give her every month... and I was like "OH YEAH! Try it!! We'll see you in court! because you got away with taking her child support away because I was living with you and THEORETICALLY you were right.. you shouldnt have had to give her money for me when I was living with you and you were taking care of me... but you didnt do it LEGALLY!! so LEGALLY you still owe her that money... and LEGALLY you can't get away with not giving her the other money you owe her and if you try to take that money WE WILL SEE YOU IN COURT!! and you're not just gonna have to pay the alimony but you'll end up payin almost $80,000 in back child support, too... So I SUGGEST! that you back off!" Then he said "well you managed to screw me into paying your student loans so think of that as your inheritance because you're not in the will!" and I said "No! You think of it as paying me back for all the nights I woke up crying because I can't get the thought of you kicking me in the back while I was cowering on the floor or chasing me out of my own house at knife-point... You can make yourself right to whatever ignorant [idiots] you choose to cry to until they get that little tidbit of information!! Your credibility falls to [crap] when they find out that you beat the heck out of me!! So I hope that you can't sleep tonight remembering kicking me in the back and spitting in my face!! Why dont you kick the crap out of your other daughter for marrying a pot-head loser with no job! Oh that's right because you feel guilty that she had such a tough life without you there so, she can do whatever she wants... The only reason she's stuck around this long was to get the $25,000 you were giving her for her wedding... and she'll stick by you long enough to watch you drop dead so she can have all your money! And you know what... she can have it! because she needs your money to make her feel like daddy's little girl!!! I DONT!!!! I NEVER needed your money to make me feel like a good daughter! Nothing you ever did would ever have been wrong in my eyes until you kicked me in the BACK! and then tried to stab me to death!!! So TAKE YOUR WILL AND SHOVE IT!!"
Then he was like "well there's no point in talking to you because you dont get it... " and I said... "NO! I get it! You want everything your way and you wont be happy until I tell Adrian to [go away]... Which I'll never do because that kid has done nothing to hurt me! He wasnt the one who beat the [stuff] outta me ... You did!"
Then he said something about my mother moving back from Florida and how if she does he'll stop giving her the money that he has to give her every month... and I was like "OH YEAH! Try it!! We'll see you in court! because you got away with taking her child support away because I was living with you and THEORETICALLY you were right.. you shouldnt have had to give her money for me when I was living with you and you were taking care of me... but you didnt do it LEGALLY!! so LEGALLY you still owe her that money... and LEGALLY you can't get away with not giving her the other money you owe her and if you try to take that money WE WILL SEE YOU IN COURT!! and you're not just gonna have to pay the alimony but you'll end up payin almost $80,000 in back child support, too... So I SUGGEST! that you back off!" Then he said "well you managed to screw me into paying your student loans so think of that as your inheritance because you're not in the will!" and I said "No! You think of it as paying me back for all the nights I woke up crying because I can't get the thought of you kicking me in the back while I was cowering on the floor or chasing me out of my own house at knife-point... You can make yourself right to whatever ignorant [idiots] you choose to cry to until they get that little tidbit of information!! Your credibility falls to [crap] when they find out that you beat the heck out of me!! So I hope that you can't sleep tonight remembering kicking me in the back and spitting in my face!! Why dont you kick the crap out of your other daughter for marrying a pot-head loser with no job! Oh that's right because you feel guilty that she had such a tough life without you there so, she can do whatever she wants... The only reason she's stuck around this long was to get the $25,000 you were giving her for her wedding... and she'll stick by you long enough to watch you drop dead so she can have all your money! And you know what... she can have it! because she needs your money to make her feel like daddy's little girl!!! I DONT!!!! I NEVER needed your money to make me feel like a good daughter! Nothing you ever did would ever have been wrong in my eyes until you kicked me in the BACK! and then tried to stab me to death!!! So TAKE YOUR WILL AND SHOVE IT!!"