I hate to be a downer; this seems like the "fun" forum, but I'm not sure where else to post this...feel free to make a suggestion.
I feel so horrible and guilty for writing this, but I figure here's the place to get it out. I feel sad sometimes because I miss the "old Maya." I've posted on here a bunch of times about her various health issues that we can't figure out, one of which is her not wanting to play (maybe she'll sometimes run and swat the laser light once or twice).
I was poking around the internet and looking at cat videos and instagram, and started looking back at the videos I made of Maya. They went from her playing and being silly to videos of her breathing weird, coughing, chewing on air, and other things to show the vet. The happiest video I have from recently is her "yelling" at me for her dinner. She really sounds mad sometimes lol. I'd rather have that than her not eating, though.
I watched the Kitten Bowl last week wanted to play with her so bad, but she wasn't too interested. She swatted at the laser light a couple of times and laid down, but her breathing was fine. If I try to play with other toys, sometimes it's literally like they are not even there.
It really breaks my heart and again, I feel so guilty, but I want my Mayabear back.
I feel so horrible and guilty for writing this, but I figure here's the place to get it out. I feel sad sometimes because I miss the "old Maya." I've posted on here a bunch of times about her various health issues that we can't figure out, one of which is her not wanting to play (maybe she'll sometimes run and swat the laser light once or twice).
I was poking around the internet and looking at cat videos and instagram, and started looking back at the videos I made of Maya. They went from her playing and being silly to videos of her breathing weird, coughing, chewing on air, and other things to show the vet. The happiest video I have from recently is her "yelling" at me for her dinner. She really sounds mad sometimes lol. I'd rather have that than her not eating, though.
I watched the Kitten Bowl last week wanted to play with her so bad, but she wasn't too interested. She swatted at the laser light a couple of times and laid down, but her breathing was fine. If I try to play with other toys, sometimes it's literally like they are not even there.
It really breaks my heart and again, I feel so guilty, but I want my Mayabear back.