I truly hope things start looking up for you soon. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and if you need to talk, please don't hesitate to pm me. we're here for you.
Hubby sat down with me this evening and told me just to talk to him and tell him what all was in my head...and I unloaded a bit but I don't want to burden him with too much as I'm sure this is impacting him as well...he so wanted things to work out.
My moods keep flip flopping between anger, confusion, sadness(depression), just so many at once....it's hard to handle it.