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just venting about life and i've been experiencing extreme sadness or depression since i was a child. ( i learned that saying experiencing depression rather than I AM is better.) I'm just not even sure why. i was just always sad and having not cool thoughts as a kid. im thinking about getting a past life regression in the future. I'm gonna start journaling my goals more often, keep my mind off the hell stimulation that is happening. a flea was on my glasses. the mood of my cats has gone down because they have fleas. its just bad. and i've been sleeping like everytime i see them, i was able to care so much for them.. its like something majorly great happens then its ruined and gets worse. lost my kitten after my cat was saved for free and more dumb stuff.
great things going on.
mind shift.
1. working on 2 websites I've been coding, cat sanctuary site + finishing my portfolio and letting go of ideas that are hard to execute.
2. i lied to amazon to get a refund i can buy 1 flea trap and it worked.
3. i made a bean pie.
4. i woke up today. met someone that also wants to do something animal related.
its really hard even acting like woke up today was a great thing, but its possible and i gotta stop taking life so serious. so progresso. c: fighting!!!
great things going on.
mind shift.
1. working on 2 websites I've been coding, cat sanctuary site + finishing my portfolio and letting go of ideas that are hard to execute.
2. i lied to amazon to get a refund i can buy 1 flea trap and it worked.
3. i made a bean pie.
4. i woke up today. met someone that also wants to do something animal related.
its really hard even acting like woke up today was a great thing, but its possible and i gotta stop taking life so serious. so progresso. c: fighting!!!