This woman I work with was very nice last week when I was upset about Jordan's preliminary blood work. Then just a few minuets ago she said, "But you've been through this before with Smokey and you know what the right thing to do is, if he's not eating and is puking that's no fun for him or for you." I can't help but think those are the words of someone who has never had to make a serious decision about her pet's health care. He's only 4 it is not that simple. When Smokey had CRF it was hard enough but she was 17 and I knew no matter what she didn't have a whole lot longer, but HE IS 4. If there is something wrong I feel like I have to fight for whatever time I can buy him. It's never easy, but for me the age thing makes it that much more difficult.