About a month ago, I met this guy who I had been talking to online. We hit it off and I have continued seeing him.
I've never had a boyfriend before him.. it was all new to me.
Well.. we used to talk everyday, multiple times a day on msn.. and we tried to see each other every other day.
Last friday was the last time I saw him.. it's been over a week now.
He was really busy with work and I was really busy with the cat rescue.. so I didn't think anything of it.
I was still talking to him everyday online, so it wasn't that big a deal.
Well.. I haven't talked to him since probably thursday now... I haven't seen him online.. other than twice.. but I didn't say anything to him because I knew he was busy working. (he does web design and codes RPG games and the like)
But now I dunno..
I have a major fear of rejection.. which was partially the reason I have never gone out with anyone before..
So this is really hurting me right now... almost to a depressing state..
I feel like I am driving him away.. I dunno..
His cell phone is either dead or turned off, knowing him, most likely dead.. so I can't even call him. I don't know what I would say even if I could. 'Where have you been?'
We've only been seeing each other for a month.. but I really like him.. and my fear of rejection is just killing me right now. I've been sitting here since this morning for him to sign on, and there's nothing.
This can't be right..... can it?
I've never had a boyfriend before him.. it was all new to me.
Well.. we used to talk everyday, multiple times a day on msn.. and we tried to see each other every other day.
Last friday was the last time I saw him.. it's been over a week now.
He was really busy with work and I was really busy with the cat rescue.. so I didn't think anything of it.
I was still talking to him everyday online, so it wasn't that big a deal.
Well.. I haven't talked to him since probably thursday now... I haven't seen him online.. other than twice.. but I didn't say anything to him because I knew he was busy working. (he does web design and codes RPG games and the like)
But now I dunno..
I have a major fear of rejection.. which was partially the reason I have never gone out with anyone before..
So this is really hurting me right now... almost to a depressing state..
I feel like I am driving him away.. I dunno..
His cell phone is either dead or turned off, knowing him, most likely dead.. so I can't even call him. I don't know what I would say even if I could. 'Where have you been?'
We've only been seeing each other for a month.. but I really like him.. and my fear of rejection is just killing me right now. I've been sitting here since this morning for him to sign on, and there's nothing.
This can't be right..... can it?