Yesterday was the first Christmas where my mother decided not to show up.... my parents separated in 2000 and Christmas' since then have been tension filled events. I'm the oldest of two children and I see and talk to my dad more than I do my mother, for that matter I haven't seen my mother since the first part of November.
Last night I arrived at my sister's place assuming my mother was going to be there like she usually is... she was not. I later overheard that she was "elsewhere"
The way my parents separated sucked and I won't go into the gory details in this forum.... however I do not agree with a legally married woman living with another guy as my parents are still legally married.
Thanksgiving the idea was broached that I meet this guy and I just kept my mouth shut as I have really no desire to meet this guy and he will never ever be considered a step father to me at all and there were a couple of presents for me that were signed by mother " Love Mom and ****" and that part just made me wanna vomit.
I figured I would have gotten a call from her yesterday but alas I did not.... my mom's not even dead but it sure felt like it yesterday.
Normally I don't post long winded blogs but I felt it necessary.
Last night I arrived at my sister's place assuming my mother was going to be there like she usually is... she was not. I later overheard that she was "elsewhere"
The way my parents separated sucked and I won't go into the gory details in this forum.... however I do not agree with a legally married woman living with another guy as my parents are still legally married.
Thanksgiving the idea was broached that I meet this guy and I just kept my mouth shut as I have really no desire to meet this guy and he will never ever be considered a step father to me at all and there were a couple of presents for me that were signed by mother " Love Mom and ****" and that part just made me wanna vomit.
I figured I would have gotten a call from her yesterday but alas I did not.... my mom's not even dead but it sure felt like it yesterday.
Normally I don't post long winded blogs but I felt it necessary.