I was so sorry to read this sad outcome. But you tried everything possible and made the right decision when it was needed. At least you did bring him happiness as much as he did for you. Out of respect for Ferris I will now close this thread. I hope that when you feel ready you will open a thread for him in the Bridge Forum, where you can share memories of him and make a tribute. The Moderators Team offer their condolences for your loss.