I guess that's how it's supposed to work . We just love them and we give them the best life possible, and we learn from them. The hardest thing we learn from them is how to let go.
You did good by her you know. You went with her all the way, and that is a very, very hard place to go.
So now, when you meet someone in the kind of pain that we, as Cat lovers, inevitably come to know, you share your pain, it helps them, and maybe that's how we ease our pain a little too. Who knows, maybe that 'people connection' part is what God intended, I dunno.
So, I hope you sleep peaceful tonight, wrapped in the wings of one of God's 'Cat Lover's Angels' . Maybe even one who loves Lu Lu as much as you do.
Ah this is so hard! Woke up to see my mom has cleaned up all her stuff. Me and her used to share the bathroom. And now i didnt see her litter tray...i miss her so so much sorry guys but i guess i type in here knowing people here know what im feeling...
Stop saying sorry, silly girl. Many people here have experienced exactly what you're going through and we all know how much it hurts. If writing about it makes it easier for you to cope, then you should definitely keep doing that.
You could also make a post on Crossing the Bridge, especially for cats that have passed.