i know most of you dont know me so well.I had a personal family tragedy recently and now am spilitting with long term botfriend-he is still a good friend and its the right thing-its what i want, but its tearing me apart.Not sounding corny-the only things keeping me going are the cat and kittens.Just feel crap and so alone.Im tring totake my own advice-as in what i say to other people but its just not happeneing anyay maybe im voicing off.If anyone feels the same pls let me know.