This is terrible. I lost Benji last Friday. I am not even over mourning Autunm from last month. Benji was 14. He was getting very thin the last few months and just stopped eating and could not walk so I did not want him to suffer anymore. He liked to lay around your neck on the couch like a scarf. He did the funniest thing one day. We were sitting on the couch and he came running out from the bedroom and down the hallway with my wife's underwear around his back legs, looked at us and ran back to the bedroom. I wish I had a camera for that.