I don't know if anybody remembers this, but I broke up with my bf at the end of january. You guys were nice enough to listen and offer me advice the last time, so I thought that I would vent on here again. (Sorry if this gets long and weepy
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We are stuck living with each other until May and we live in a 1 bedroom apartment. We promised each other that we would not date or do anything with other people until after we stopped living together (I can't move now--I have a lease that starts in May and it is almost impossible to find a short term lease with cats around here. I'm stuck!). I have followed the rules, but I have just found out that he hasn't. To complicate matters further, we have had intimate contact (trying to keep it G rated!) in the last month and a half. I know, I know, stupid thing to do, but we were together for almost 3 years and it is SOOOOO hard for me to let go. Obviously he has no problem though. He denies anything happened, but I know for a fact that it did and he can't lie his way out of it. I guess I'm not really asking for advice (i'm kinda stuck right now and I am weak when it comes to him); I just wanted to vent. God, this feels horrible--maybe even worse than when I broke up with him in the first place!
We are stuck living with each other until May and we live in a 1 bedroom apartment. We promised each other that we would not date or do anything with other people until after we stopped living together (I can't move now--I have a lease that starts in May and it is almost impossible to find a short term lease with cats around here. I'm stuck!). I have followed the rules, but I have just found out that he hasn't. To complicate matters further, we have had intimate contact (trying to keep it G rated!) in the last month and a half. I know, I know, stupid thing to do, but we were together for almost 3 years and it is SOOOOO hard for me to let go. Obviously he has no problem though. He denies anything happened, but I know for a fact that it did and he can't lie his way out of it. I guess I'm not really asking for advice (i'm kinda stuck right now and I am weak when it comes to him); I just wanted to vent. God, this feels horrible--maybe even worse than when I broke up with him in the first place!