daisyd
, Gracie & everyone. May you have no regrets leaving the old and may you get excited facing the new. Wishing you all the best in the New Year.
I just love this photo, it makes me feel joyous.
That’s so true , my mum and sisters did something to me 4 years ago which is unforgivable and stuck the knife in just a few times - I nearly contacted my mum over last few days just because it was xmas and I was low then remembered what she did and I thought I wouldn’t speak to anyone else again If they did what they did! I got through last few years because of friends and other people not so called familyYes! What makes it the worst is that family should have your back, not stick a knife in it. No one should put up with toxic people just because they are related to you. Glad you are doing better. Keep us updated.
That’s so true , my mum and sisters did something to me 4 years ago which is unforgivable and stuck the knife in just a few times - I nearly contacted my mum over last few days just because it was xmas and I was low then remembered what she did and I thought I wouldn’t speak to anyone else again If they did what they did! I got through last few years because of friends and other people not so called family
Hi daisyd ! Thanks, yes, I am feeling much better-I have to do physiotherapy and a few other things because of the encephalitis effects but health -wise am in a much better place-thanks so much! I hope you are doing much better! I think at this point what I feel is that life is passing by so quickly and I see people going out, and having fun, and I feel like I am standing o the side and watching. As if I am on a train, and life is the scenery going passed very quickly. And nothing on the train is changing. I hope that 2018 will be our year! And that we will be happier, and find friends and even THE one :-) Anyway I wish that for both of us! And again if you feel like chatting-please feel free! Take care and kisses to Gracie!!Mashkasheli how are you now ? After sending my message (which was done when incredibly low - embarrassed now but glad did it ) I realised I’m really not the only one feeling alone this time of year and most times ! It is hard and people think it is only old people sometimes who feel alone. I joked with my boss once I’m starting 40 years early . People never know what is round the corner and since what happened to me happened I feel a lot more compassion and understanding especially towards other people and their feelings . Not saying I was selfish before but was a bit different And sometimes acted and was the way I thought others think I should ! Anyway I hope you have fully recovered from illness now ? X
Hang in there, and remember that you have lots of friends here.Yep he’s on the lease too ! He knows it isn’t working so let’s see what happens