I miss Bella desperately!! Even though I know she is in a Wonderful place and being looked at by my mom...I fall asleep with her on my mind and wake up the same way.
odd things began to happen after Genesis passed away. At night, while in bed, I could feel both Bella and Genesis jump into bed with me. It a feeling I'm sure most of us have felt before so I'm positive that's what it was.
Then I began hearing that familiar sound of Bella stratching around in her litter box.
Now, as of two nights ago, I am beginning to see Bella. I see her out of the corner of my eye while I'm reading or watching TV or on the computer. I can feel her sitting near me, watching me, when I look over she is gone.
Now that I've probably alienated everyone with these experiences--I'm wondering if this is the way grief can play with our minds. What does it mean? Am I having some kind of a breakdown or is there a message in all this? This has been quite a crazy time in my life--and I would never think about sharing this with ANY one else.
There are many times when I feel like I'm healing from this nightmare. Then other times when I'm almost paralyzed because I don't have Bella. What is going on?? All of this really began after the death of Genesis...you all remember that ordeal.
odd things began to happen after Genesis passed away. At night, while in bed, I could feel both Bella and Genesis jump into bed with me. It a feeling I'm sure most of us have felt before so I'm positive that's what it was.
Then I began hearing that familiar sound of Bella stratching around in her litter box.
Now, as of two nights ago, I am beginning to see Bella. I see her out of the corner of my eye while I'm reading or watching TV or on the computer. I can feel her sitting near me, watching me, when I look over she is gone.
Now that I've probably alienated everyone with these experiences--I'm wondering if this is the way grief can play with our minds. What does it mean? Am I having some kind of a breakdown or is there a message in all this? This has been quite a crazy time in my life--and I would never think about sharing this with ANY one else.
There are many times when I feel like I'm healing from this nightmare. Then other times when I'm almost paralyzed because I don't have Bella. What is going on?? All of this really began after the death of Genesis...you all remember that ordeal.