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I am hoping that anyone who has experienced similar emotions after adoption might be able to help put my mind at ease or validate how I'm feeling. I have had my first cat for almost 8 years; I love him so much and feel like he is my feline soul mate, in spite of all the trouble he causes (it really just makes me love him more). Over the past couple of years I've toyed with the idea of adopting a second cat. Earlier, I hadn't really considered it an option because my cat, Smog, loves being the centre of attention and I didn't think he'd like to compete for that. But over time I started thinking that, if I was careful about it, another cat might be an enriching companion for him. He hates being left alone at home while I'm at work, and he just needs a lot of stimulation and interaction in general. Plus, I love cats .
So I decided to embark on the journey of adopting a second cat. A number of months ago I did a few day trial meeting between Smog and a cat from a rescue (the rescue allowed/encouraged home trials). It didn't work out as the other cat's personality really clashed with Smog's - the other little guy was super playful and play-aggressive and had a very dominant streak. So when that didn't work out I decided to step back and maybe not adopt another cat. Flash forward, and I decided to give it another go - a local rescue had a cat whose personality seemed like it would be compatible with Smog; she was known to be friendly and good with other cats. I had been feeling again like Smog could benefit from extra companionship, so I went for it after much consideration.
New Kitty (not named yet) is very sweet and friendly. She loves to be pet, is playful, and has shown no signs of being bothered by Smog's presence. I am taking introductions slowly - they have mostly been in separate rooms but have had a couple short meetings (through the crack in the door and once with them both in the same room). Smog has been good - he hasn't acted aggressive or anything at this point. But he is clearly quite suspicious of the newcomer, and even though Smog is the bigger cat, he seems kind of freaked out by her (the big baby ). But I know introductions can take time and I feel like everything's going pretty smoothly so far.
What I am worried about is more about me. I have been having these little doubts about whether I will regret this change in my and Smog's lives. I have such a close bond with him, and even though I love cats in general, it seems impossible to imagine ever loving another cat as much as I love Smog. And I would feel bad if I couldn't give the new kitty that same level of love that she deserves. I also worry that it will end up changing Smaug's relationship to me or making him less confident or something. I would be really sad if he retreats into a shell because he feels less confident with the other cat. I keep telling myself that, yes, things will shift and change with the new addition, but it could be a change for the better and one day I probably won't be able to imagine my life without the new girl.... But I still just can't help worrying that I will end up regretting my decision and that it will shift things for the worse for Smog. I am committed to caring for and giving a good, safe home to the new kitty. But I am just wondering if my anxieties seem normal and if others have gone through similar feelings???
I am hoping that anyone who has experienced similar emotions after adoption might be able to help put my mind at ease or validate how I'm feeling. I have had my first cat for almost 8 years; I love him so much and feel like he is my feline soul mate, in spite of all the trouble he causes (it really just makes me love him more). Over the past couple of years I've toyed with the idea of adopting a second cat. Earlier, I hadn't really considered it an option because my cat, Smog, loves being the centre of attention and I didn't think he'd like to compete for that. But over time I started thinking that, if I was careful about it, another cat might be an enriching companion for him. He hates being left alone at home while I'm at work, and he just needs a lot of stimulation and interaction in general. Plus, I love cats .
So I decided to embark on the journey of adopting a second cat. A number of months ago I did a few day trial meeting between Smog and a cat from a rescue (the rescue allowed/encouraged home trials). It didn't work out as the other cat's personality really clashed with Smog's - the other little guy was super playful and play-aggressive and had a very dominant streak. So when that didn't work out I decided to step back and maybe not adopt another cat. Flash forward, and I decided to give it another go - a local rescue had a cat whose personality seemed like it would be compatible with Smog; she was known to be friendly and good with other cats. I had been feeling again like Smog could benefit from extra companionship, so I went for it after much consideration.
New Kitty (not named yet) is very sweet and friendly. She loves to be pet, is playful, and has shown no signs of being bothered by Smog's presence. I am taking introductions slowly - they have mostly been in separate rooms but have had a couple short meetings (through the crack in the door and once with them both in the same room). Smog has been good - he hasn't acted aggressive or anything at this point. But he is clearly quite suspicious of the newcomer, and even though Smog is the bigger cat, he seems kind of freaked out by her (the big baby ). But I know introductions can take time and I feel like everything's going pretty smoothly so far.
What I am worried about is more about me. I have been having these little doubts about whether I will regret this change in my and Smog's lives. I have such a close bond with him, and even though I love cats in general, it seems impossible to imagine ever loving another cat as much as I love Smog. And I would feel bad if I couldn't give the new kitty that same level of love that she deserves. I also worry that it will end up changing Smaug's relationship to me or making him less confident or something. I would be really sad if he retreats into a shell because he feels less confident with the other cat. I keep telling myself that, yes, things will shift and change with the new addition, but it could be a change for the better and one day I probably won't be able to imagine my life without the new girl.... But I still just can't help worrying that I will end up regretting my decision and that it will shift things for the worse for Smog. I am committed to caring for and giving a good, safe home to the new kitty. But I am just wondering if my anxieties seem normal and if others have gone through similar feelings???