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730 days and counting. And missing. And regretting. Two years ago I accidentally killed my best friend Back. Given the circumstances everyone says I shouldn't feel responsible, I was only trying to help, but a friend isn't supposed to be responsible for a friend's accidental death. Posters on this board ask whether you "get over" the loss of a feline friend. I euthanized Flash in 2010 because he was dying after 16 months of treatment for heart disease -- I accept his death and what I did to him. For Back, I accept his death because he is gone, but I don't accept my mistake. I just wish I had done nothing that day. It's even hard looking at his pics, I feel guilty more than sad.