Do any of you ever feel like you're in a bad dream and you're just waiting for the moment where you'll wake up and sigh and thank god it's not real?
Sometimes I tell myself that's what it has to be. Friday night I was sleeping on the couch and got a phone call from a police dept. in Florida telling me that my dad had died. I'm still not even sure what happened. I've gotten two different stories. And I won't find out until Monday when the medical examiner calls me. They said it happened on Wednesday and I have to wait until Monday to find out.
I am still in such shock about this. It just can't be real. This is the second funeral I have to plan and I'm only 19. There's just something not right about that.
We were planning to take a road trip down to Florida to see him this summer.
I can't sleep, I can barely eat. I just have no idea what to do with myself. I feel like I'm going to go crazy.
Sometimes I tell myself that's what it has to be. Friday night I was sleeping on the couch and got a phone call from a police dept. in Florida telling me that my dad had died. I'm still not even sure what happened. I've gotten two different stories. And I won't find out until Monday when the medical examiner calls me. They said it happened on Wednesday and I have to wait until Monday to find out.
I am still in such shock about this. It just can't be real. This is the second funeral I have to plan and I'm only 19. There's just something not right about that.
We were planning to take a road trip down to Florida to see him this summer.
I can't sleep, I can barely eat. I just have no idea what to do with myself. I feel like I'm going to go crazy.