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Hello everyone,
I am new to this site...was searching for some answers to cats and landed on this site.
About two days ago I lost my 2 and half year old beautiful and loving cat. She used to go out in the night for walks and returned home by early dawn. Two days back she came a bit early around 12.30 pm. She had recently given birth to a male kitten who is now 4 months old. She came that day early and started playing with her son. But soon she again wanted to go out and she woke me up to open the door. I let her out again (I say its my fault) and I feel guilty now as why I let her out. She didnt returned that morning and I became worried. I went in the neighbourhood and enquired but couldn't find her. Then I thought to peep into the garbage bins on the streets and there I found my doll dead. She was laid on a clean plastic sheet, her mouth was little open and was lying as though fast asleep. She bore no wounds. I when looked at her body all over I only saw a small incision on her neck. there was no bleeding. God knows who killed her, dogs, men or some other male cat. I do not know. I am totally depressed and couldnt stop crying. I feel like she is around me. Also feel guilty as why i let her out otherwise she would have been saved.
Now her 4 month old kitten whom she was still nursing is sad and is not playing or talking with me. He hides and when I call him he does not react. He loved his mom very much both used to sleep and play together. I gave him milk but he rejected. Only he is taking boiled chicken which he used to take earlier too along with his mom. But he is sad and hisses at me if i force him to play. He justs sits at the door where his mom would come and look bitterly. And when I begin to cry loudly seeing this he comes near me but again goes away.
I am concerned as how will he survive if he will be dull and not talk. He is cute and innocent and does not know anything about this bad world. Also I am upset as I beleive i was the reason for her death as I let her out that night. Please help and advise. Thanks in advance.
I am new to this site...was searching for some answers to cats and landed on this site.
About two days ago I lost my 2 and half year old beautiful and loving cat. She used to go out in the night for walks and returned home by early dawn. Two days back she came a bit early around 12.30 pm. She had recently given birth to a male kitten who is now 4 months old. She came that day early and started playing with her son. But soon she again wanted to go out and she woke me up to open the door. I let her out again (I say its my fault) and I feel guilty now as why I let her out. She didnt returned that morning and I became worried. I went in the neighbourhood and enquired but couldn't find her. Then I thought to peep into the garbage bins on the streets and there I found my doll dead. She was laid on a clean plastic sheet, her mouth was little open and was lying as though fast asleep. She bore no wounds. I when looked at her body all over I only saw a small incision on her neck. there was no bleeding. God knows who killed her, dogs, men or some other male cat. I do not know. I am totally depressed and couldnt stop crying. I feel like she is around me. Also feel guilty as why i let her out otherwise she would have been saved.
Now her 4 month old kitten whom she was still nursing is sad and is not playing or talking with me. He hides and when I call him he does not react. He loved his mom very much both used to sleep and play together. I gave him milk but he rejected. Only he is taking boiled chicken which he used to take earlier too along with his mom. But he is sad and hisses at me if i force him to play. He justs sits at the door where his mom would come and look bitterly. And when I begin to cry loudly seeing this he comes near me but again goes away.
I am concerned as how will he survive if he will be dull and not talk. He is cute and innocent and does not know anything about this bad world. Also I am upset as I beleive i was the reason for her death as I let her out that night. Please help and advise. Thanks in advance.
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