Reading all of these posts, tears running down my face.... I am so sorry for all of your losses. I felt like I have to say something to let all of you know how I feel your pain. The loss of a pet is so terribly painful. I too lost a beloved baby. She was 5 and was killed by a dog. A dog I found running around the street. I took him in while I tried to find its owner cause I didnt have the heart to take him to animal control. I went posting signs everywhere. No on called for him. One day I left for work and put this dog in my spare bedroom. ( I had been VERY careful to not let this strange dog have any contact with my cats), SO I kept him locked up and away from my babies. Than one terrible day after walking him my daisy had gotten in that room while I wasnt looking, I am really not sure how this happened but I left for work, and put the dog in the room. When I came home I found her dead. This was the most excrutiating pain I have ever felt. To this day I can barely think about her because when I try to the thoughts of what I did to her wont let me stay in a place where I can think about her with good thoughts. She was my baby. SO I know how you feel, it is horrible pain, but it does get easier with time. Sadly to say, due to that tragedy it has forever changed my life and now I am extremely on gaurd with my 5 cats and am always fearing something bad will happen. I cant imagine going through that pain again and I know that I will have 5 more deaths to deal with at some point. I just pray, pray, pray that they are peaceful....for their sake and mine.....My prayers are with all of you who are greiving. I greive with you....
p.s. to anyone who has read this far, I thank you for listening. After hearing all your stories and crying with you, I couldnt help but share my own experience.....
p.s. to anyone who has read this far, I thank you for listening. After hearing all your stories and crying with you, I couldnt help but share my own experience.....