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I have written a few threads, my little girl Mia, who is almost 13 yrs old, was diagnosed with lymphoma of the esophagus on May 1, 2014. As she is not carrier friendly at all, and draws blood from me regardless of method, carrier type, etc, I decided not to do chemo, since this cancer is not curable. I did decide to do prednisolone treatment, 2x a day. The oncologist only gave her 2-3 months on prednisone as of today she is 10 days shy of 3 months. She was doing fantastic acting completely herself until recently. Recently she hasn't been eating as much, her bowel movements and urination are normal, but yesterday she did throw up some foam with blood (bright red blood, I believe a lesion in her throat is irritating her, hence not eating). However after she threw up, she laid down for a bit, and settled down, and the. From last night to this am, she ate (or lapped up gravy) more than she has in 2 days. She hasn't been eating the actual meat from food, more just laps up all the gravy and then may eat alittle meat. This morning she eate more, used her litter box, then scratched on her scratch pad, jumped onto her window perch and cleaned herself....she seemed good and better than the past few days. However just a bit ago she was dry heaving/coughing for about 20 seconds and then stopped and laid back down on her window perch. I am struggling to figure out if it's time to euthanize her. She seems good more often then not, and she isn't struggling to breath, or panting, or not using the bathroom, and she seems comfortable, but I'm a realist and know that the cancer in her throat is effecting her and that the prednisone can only do so much for so long. But is it time? I do not want her to suffer at all or be living in pain. I just don't want to end her life before she's ready. I'm so sad and upset and my heart aches because I love her with every fiber in my body. I spend 20 hours at home with her the past few days I never want her to feel alone or be in pain or uncomfortable. Anyone who may have been in this situation I am looking for honesty and guidance, as I have never had to put down an animal. Thank you everyone who reads and answers.