Help! My 11-month-old cats are dying one after another of very slight illnesses!

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Dear all,

I live in a tiny, isolated village in the mountains of southern Italy.

Below my apartment balcony, across the lane from me, is the backyard of one house, which is connected to four other backyards or gardens.  It is all fenced, so dogs cannot get in, but cats can.  Several years ago an abandoned female cat entered there and began having kittens.  A woman who loves animals but is too squeamish to allow them near her began feeding them regularly.  In the spring and summer the abandoned female gives birth to kittens, but because there are no covered areas around these houses or gardens, in the fall and winter most of the kittens die.

In February 2012 there were living in the garden the original female (“Arancione” - Orange) and two adult daughters of hers (“Bianca” – White, and “Grigia” – Grey).  In late February one of the daughters, Bianca, gave birth to about five kittens, apparently all males.  A month later, her mother gave birth to about five kittens, probably three females and two males.  Bianca and her mother, Arancione, nursed the kittens together, indiscriminately (or at least so it seemed).  In late July the other daughter cat, Grigia, gave birth to six kittens.  So starting from 3 cats in February the population exploded to 19 cats by the end of July, all of them feral and terrified of being approached.

The three broods of kittens spent most of their time growing up in the small, backyard garden of the woman who gives them the food.  But of the 5 interconnected yards or gardens hers is the lowest, dampest, and coldest (lots of mosquitoes), and because it is shaded by the woman’s house the sun does not reach it for about 6 months of the year.

In late September the woman let various people come to try to take some of the 6 smallest feral kittens – those born in late July – but they merely scared them and did not succeed in catching any of them.  Eventually one boy came and chased the kittens around the garden for 30-45 minutes before succeeding in catching one who was blind due to infections in both eyes.  This episode traumatized all 6 of them and their mother: the mother vanished – presumably to look for her lost kitten – and we heard later that she was hit by a car and died slowly and terribly.  At that point it was early October, and the weather turned cooler and rainier, and without shelter and a mother the youngest kittens began dying one after another.  (At that time all 16 of the kittens were weaned, and ate from the woman in the company of their mothers.)

In early October I saw one of these youngest kittens that was wandering around blind, with both eyes closed by infections, unable to descend the staircase down to the place where the woman throws the food.  Rather than let it die of hunger in the cold, I brought it home and nursed it.  When I brought her home (about 7-8 weeks old) she was a skeleton, with nothing between her ribs, and her face was encrusted with dirt and feces because none of the other cats was licking her but all of them shunned her (she smelled awful).  But by feeding her well and washing her eyes and face 3-4 times a day with chamomile tea I was able to bring her back to health: on the 6th day one of her eyes opened, and on the 8th day the other eye opened.  On the 9th day I talked to someone who was interested in adopting her, but that evening she suddenly collapsed: I found her prone, with the contents of her digestive tract in a pool around her, and her body empty and limp like a bag.  I tried to warm her, but she soon began having little spasms or gasps every 12 seconds, and died that way after about 45 minutes.

During the same week, two of her 4 siblings remaining in the garden also died, without any symptoms.  (The woman had put out some cardboard boxes for the cats to sleep in, and the smallest kittens slept surrounded by the larger kittens or cats, but the boxes all got soggy in the rain and collapsed.)  A few days after the sudden death of my formerly blind kitten, I succeeded in capturing her last two remaining siblings from the garden and taking them to a man on the edge of village who has some land with sunshine, covered places, a chicken coop, an adult cat, and two kittens perhaps two weeks older than these two (who were then about 8-9 weeks old).

The two kittens that I took him were both alive and well: one of them had been a bit sluggish in the garden the day previously, but the other was the biggest and strongest of the 6, and at night he would go out with the larger kittens (then 7-8 months old) and travel around the corner and come up into my apartment, where he would roam around with the others and go out onto my balcony to look down over the garden.

Of the two kittens that I took down to that man (out of an original litter of 6), the one that had been sluggish the day before died the second night – with no symptoms but simply a lack of energy – and the other, the strongest of the litter, died a few days later, as did both of the healthy kittens that the man already owned.  And I subsequently learned that the boy who had come in late September and taken away that one (blind) kitten had taken it up to their farmyard up in the mountains, leaving it to sleep in the cold among sheep and dogs, and it died very soon.  So in the space of about 23-24 days, Grigia and all 6 of her kittens were dead.

In the meantime, in mid-October one of the (female) kittens from the original female stray, Arancione, vanished and we presumed here dead.  Subsequently one of her brothers got hit in the head by a car and died instantly.  But the remaining three kittens from this brood of 5 born in late March or early April are alive and quite well.

I am writing to ask your help about the adolescent kittens of the remaining cat, Bianca.  She was the first to have her kittens, having probably five males in late February or early March.  When her mother, Arancione, gave birth to a brood a month later the two mothers shared the feeding of the kittens.  In June the woman asked my help in making the kittens (10 at that time) more approachable, so that we would be able to give them away to people as pets.  I set to work, and by devoting some time every day I was able to establish contact in late June with several of the kittens of Bianca.  One became very cuddly and friendly early on – and at this moment he lies dying in my kitchen without apparent symptoms – one was initially very difficult but after much effort became friendly, one was very shy but would let me pet him if I snuck up on him from behind, one was extremely shy, and one was independent and never came near me.

In early October the one who was independent began roaming farther afield and not coming to the feeding sessions – either the woman’s in the morning or early afternoon or mine in the late evening.  (About the same time, as I mentioned, one of the females of that other daughter cat suddenly vanished.)  Then, as I mentioned above, the tiny kittens of the last daughter cat (Grigia) began dying one after the other.

In the midst of this, that kitten of Bianca’s that would let me pet him if I snuck up from behind – named “Andrea” (Andrew) and then about 7-8 months old – stopped eating: he would come out with the others to my feeding sessions, but he would not come near the food.  I tried everything.  For the next week or so he continued to move about during the day, but spent the nights in a cardboard box that he found in a hidden little cubicle under the woman’s house.  By October 10 it was clear that he was deteriorating: he would drink copiously, and vomit a clear fluid, but eat nothing.  On the day after my formerly blind kitten died, I grabbed this adolescent kitten who would not eat – I called him “Andrea” (Andrew) – and brought him around the corner up to my ground-floor apartment.  But he immediately began roaming about anxiously and meowing pitifully, desperate to leave, so I opened the door and let him go.  (This was not his first time in my apartment, because since July or August he sometimes accompanied his siblings when I led them around the corner to my apartment door by dropping pieces of ham along the way.)

The next day I saw him on a windowsill next to that cubicle, shivering and looking much worse, so I grabbed him again and brought him home with me so that at least he would not die in the cold alone.  I set up for him a nice, sheltered nest in a box in my bedroom, but he preferred to hide under my bed.  So I put some clean rags under him – the floor tiles are rather cold in October – and when I saw that he was trembling I put a shirt over him and placed a space heater nearby.

That was in the early afternoon.  On the next day he seemed to be doing better.  He had stopped trembling and vomiting, and instead of trying to “sleep” while erect on his front paws he had relaxed down onto his elbows, and eventually felt comfortable enough to curl up for some deep sleep.  But he still wasn’t eating, and he had even stopped drinking, and when I pinched the back of his neck I saw that he was extremely dehydrated.  Because I was penniless and had no money or transportation to take this stray kitten to the nearest veterinarian in another town about a half hour from here, I followed some instructions that I found online and began administering to him a few times per hour – in the mouth via syringe – a solution of water with honey and a little salt and baking soda.  He accepted that well at first, but he continued to become dehydrated every time he urinated.

On the evening of the second day a couple of his brothers and cousins came up to the apartment, so I let them mix with him to cheer him up.  But he had no interest in being with them, and instead became agitated and began trying to climb up the doors in order to go outside.  He was full of energy, but frantically desperate to leave.  In the end I compromised, taking him in my arms for a brief, 3-minute walk down to the garden (the area he was familiar with) and back.  During that time he defecated in my arms, and began shivering again, so his desire to go outside passed quickly.

That evening I continued to watch over him in my bedroom, moving the space heater closer or farther away depending on what he seemed to want.  But at about 10:00 PM he began to look rigid and hunched up again, and I discovered that he was dehydrated again.  I cursed myself for putting the space heater too close to him and pointing it at his face instead of at his side, and I increased again my oral administrations of honey solution.  But he began resisting the syringe, becoming rather violent.  In addition, I noticed that he was urinating closer and closer to the time that I gave him water by syringe.  After midnight he became restive, and began staggering about  a bit, slumping against the wall, urinating where he sat, and so on.  In the end, by 2:00 AM I realized that his body was not retaining fluids at all, that it had gotten to the point that water I gave him in the mouth by syringe was coming out the other end in something like 30 seconds.

Searching around online, I discovered that lack of fluid retention – as well as distaste for solid food, compulsive water drinking, and shivering – is a symptom of acute kidney failure.  Essentially his kidneys were shot, completely destroyed.  The only way to save him would be dialysis, for months or years.  I sorrowfully broke the news to him at 2:20 A.M., and he rapidly deteriorated, lying prone, and passed away about 45 minutes later.

About a week later, that brother of his who was more independent, and who early on had stopped coming to our feeding sessions, reappeared in the garden.  He was showing all of the same symptoms as his recently-dead brother Andrea: compulsive drinking of water, sluggishness, sunken eyes, disinterest in food.  He vanished, and presumably died.

In late October, as I mentioned, one of the March-April kittens of the original stray cat (Arancione) got hit by a car and died instantly.  But his 3 remaining siblings (2 sisters, 1 brother) are alive and very well, and spend every night in my kitchen.

In short, of the five kittens born to Bianca in February-March, two of them died of acute kidney failure, but the remaining three were fine for three months through mid-January.  Then about a month ago one of them – Roberto, the one who initially had been difficult but later allowed me to touch him and even became my closest friend, always running alongside me with leaps and bounds whenever I went out – became sick with a cold or flu.  On a Saturday his nose began running and he was sneezing, and he stopped eating solid food, on Sunday he was very much under the weather, and on Monday and Tuesday I took care of him intensively, keeping him covered and giving him honey-water and a little milk.

I was worried that he might not survive, but by Wednesday morning he seemed to be recovering, and at 10:00 in the morning he insisted in climbing – rather awkwardly and feebly – up to the kitchen window and going outside.  I accompanied him down to the corner, where he entered into one of the gardens.  Later on I caught sight of him again from my balcony, and I saw him in his usual place – lying down in the sun in the second of the five gardens.  But then a rainstorm came, and I went down to look for him, and at about 2:00 PM I found him wisely taking shelter under the staircase down to the woman’s garden, so I took him in my arms – with much resistance since it was the first time ever – and carried him back up to my kitchen.

The next day, Thursday, although I had kept the kitchen window almost completely closed he somehow succeeded in climbing up and slipping through, and I could not catch him before he vanished around a corner in the midst of a torrential rainstorm.  (Around that corner is an abandoned storeroom where the family of cats – 6 at that time – liked to spend their days or nights if the weather was bad, sleeping all in one heap.)  He evaded the rainstorm by remaining close to the house with its overhanging eaves.

At 5:15 PM that day I caught sight of him again from my balcony.  It was getting dark, and he was at the tiny public fountain installed below my balcony and across from the gate to the woman’s garden.  I went down, grabbed him, and brought him home.  He was feeling better: his nose was still dripping but no longer covered with mucus, it did not hurt him when I wiped it, and he enjoyed having me stroke his stomach.  At 6:00 PM I had to go out for some errands, but because all of his 5 siblings/cousins were already in the kitchen or on the windowsill, and because he never went out in the evenings, I left the window open.  When I came back at 7:00 PM all 6 of the cats had vanished.  I had covered him with a cloth, and I found the cloth midway between the kitchen table (under which he and his siblings/cousins liked to sleep together) and the window.  Two of his siblings/cousins came back later that evening, and the other three came back in the morning, but I never saw poor Roberto again.  I hunted for him and called for him everywhere that evening, and during the night it snowed a couple inches.  I looked for him everywhere for the next two days, checking every hole and ditch and window in the village, but I never found any trace of him, and the garbage collectors did not pick up any dead cats either.

I do not think Roberto “went away” when he thought death was near, because 1) he was improving, and all of the symptoms of his cold were passing, and 2) cats who hide when they are sick go into low, dark, hidden, cool places, and during his cold he had gone into such a place in my kitchen, but on Wednesday and Thursday when I saw him outside he was in very open, exposed places.

Roberto vanished on Thursday, January 17.  That left behind two brothers of his from among the five born in February-March to Bianca, and three adolescent kittens from the March-April litter of Arancione.  (Although I list them separately, the two sets of siblings act as a single, loving family, spending all of their time together.)

On Monday of last week one of the two remaining adolescent kittens of Bianca began coughing.  I call him Stanislao (Stanislaw), and he was always extremely timid and afraid of me, but because he always slept with Roberto (as did the others), during Roberto’s sickness when I would reach back into their box to pet Roberto I would also touch Stanislao, and he came to like it.  By last week he had become extremely cuddly, and enjoyed having me rub his stomach, but only if I snuck up on him from behind or began petting him while he was reposing with another cat.

Stanislao’s nose remained dry all along, so it was not a cold or flu.  On Tuesday morning he went out with his other 4 siblings/cousins, but in the evening did not return.  I went out to look for him, and at about midnight I found him in that cardboard box in the cubicle under the woman’s house, the place where his brother Andrea had spent his last days with worsening renal failure before I brought him home in mid-October to let him die in my home.  I picked up Stanislao in the box and carried him up to my apartment.  He meowed pitifully several times along the way, but I tried to reassure him.  When I put the box down in the middle of the kitchen floor, where his siblings/cousins were milling around playing and feeding, he immediately jumped out of the box, climbed out, and fled through the kitchen window.  I carried the box back down to the cubicle and left it there, and a short while afterwards he returned there.  When I checked on him he was coughing a bit but otherwise all right, so I left him there for the night.

On Wednesday I went down to visit him several times.  He had pain in swallowing, apparently due to a sore throat.  At 1:30 PM on Wednesday he was not in the cubicle, but I saw him off defecating in the second garden (on the edge of some snow that was melting).  I called to him and he meowed pitifully, and within a couple of minutes had made his way back to the main garden gate.  He climbed over the gate, ignored me, and went back into that cubicle via a small, window-like slit in the doorway.  Since he wanted to remain there, I set him up with honey-water (for his throat and for energy), whole milk (I had bought some during Roberto’s illness but only Stanislao had enjoyed drinking it, and it did him no harm), and a tiny dish with bits of his favorite foods.  I saw that inside the cubicle-room he had been vomiting a yellowish-green substance (bile, I later realized), and defecating something of a similar color.  He even vomited a bit at the doorway while I was setting up his food and drink.

On Thursday he was still there.  I saw that he was sluggish, and hated to climb out of the box.  Eventually I turned the box on its side – so that he could see at all times the dishes of food and drink that were nearby – and put an extra rag or two inside for him.  In the evening I found that the cardboard box was soaked because he had been vomiting and defecating in the box.  His underside was filthy, and his private parts were quite sore.  So at 10:30 PM I carried him home in the box, and set up for him a clean covered nest in my hallway after cleaning the hallway and my bedroom.  While the bedroom door was open he snuck away and hid under my bed, where, in fact, I had found him hiding in play just a few days earlier.  So I set up a place for him there, instead.

During the night he moved around, defecating here and there, but drinking voluntarily honey-water, regular water, and milk.  (Often I brought the dish to where he was lying, but if I didn’t then he got up and went to it, sometimes stepping in and overturning whatever dish was between him and the dish he wanted.)  In the middle of the night he snuck out into the hallway and took up a place on my inside welcome mat, so I left him there.  He came back into the bedroom about an hour later, shivering, and perched himself in front of the electric space heater.  Eventually he settled back on his bedcloth near the space heater, and I covered him again.

On Friday the sore throat began to go away, and he had already stopped coughing or vomiting.  But he still wouldn’t touch solid food, though he seemed interested in it.  There was also a strange symptom: when he needed to walk he began walking with his right-front paw bent at the wrist, essentially walking on the back of the wrist, as though there were a sore or infection in the pad of his paw.  (There was none.)  During this second night he moved away from his bed area to a spot under the bed, and once for a few seconds he seemed to be in a hacking or choking agony before he coughed up a little bit of a clearish fluid.  After that he took up a position under the bed next to the wall, but he needed to lean against the bedpost to keep upright on his elbow because he did not have the strength to keep his left elbow under him, and it kept slipping out to the left side, leaving him semi-prone.  He wanted to stay there for a while, and since I could not place any cloth under him I placed one over him to keep him warm.  During the night he returned to his normal bed-place, and I covered him there.

On Saturday all of his symptoms were gone – except that his voice was now hoarse – but he was still becoming weaker.  At one point I found him on his side on top of his bedcloth with his belly exposed, on his way back from a toilet trip into the corner.  (His stools were liquid until the end, originally viscous and of bile-like color, later less viscous and closer to yellow urine.  His nose, incidentally, was dry until the end.)  I took care of him all day long, making sure he drank regularly, but he continued to lose energy and had more and more difficulty in standing and walking, and more and more he was defecating where he lay, perhaps getting up to move a couple of inches after he had finished.  Nevertheless the problem with the paw seemed to have passed, at least mostly, so I thought that perhaps the paw had merely been “asleep” due to him resting on it.

By 7:00 PM on Saturday night I realized that he was probably dying, but with no clear symptoms.  Over the next two hours he remained comfortable, but his breath gradually became weaker.  He could no longer keep his arms under him, so he was on his belly with his arms splayed out to the sides (on top of a thick cloth to keep him from the cold tiles).  But he was still aware of me, still enjoyed being petted, and still drank a little honey-water.  A couple of times he moved his head and neck strongly to one side, as though he were have an unpleasant spasm of some kind.

As his chin was resting on the floor I put a small cloth under each side of his jaw to keep his air passage from becoming obstructed, and about an hour before the end I turned him on his side.  His breath became weaker and weaker, at times somewhat erratic, and at about 9:00 PM he became unaware of me.  From 9:30 his breath continued becoming weaker and weaker until it could no longer be heard.  I watched his chest move up and down until about 9:50 PM, though one small section of it, under his left elbow, continued slowly rising and following in an almost microscopic way for another five minutes or so after that.  Then it was clear he was dead.

The next day, Sunday, at midday I was making preparations to take Stanislao off for burial when I noticed that his brother Luigi – the last one remaining from the 5 kittens that Bianca gave birth to in February/March 2012, and my dearest friend in this world, the first one to let me cuddle him – was ill.  He had been fine the day before, and every day he had been spending the day outside with his cousins, sleeping in the sunshine in the second garden, and sleeping with them at night.  But on Saturday night he had instead climbed up and slept in a box on top of the table, and is now spending more time on top of the table than under it.

I noticed that Luigi would not accept food, and I am not sure exactly how long he had been going without eating (perhaps 1 day or more) because I had been terribly busy caring for Stanislao and doing the endless washing (there are no dryers here in Italy and it has rained every day, so I have had to use all the rags I had) and bleaching, and in addition I had kept up a strict quarantine, allowing no contact between the area of Stanislao – my bedroom and the hallway – and the area of the others, the kitchen.  And I washed my hands anytime I entered or left the kitchen.

When I was taking Stanislao for burial yesterday at 3:00 PM Luigi and his cousin Paolo saw him while he was lying dead on the front doorstep.  On other occasions seeing their siblings/cousins dead had not bothered them at all, but by the evening it was clear to me that Luigi too was dying, and I began to suspect that he might be dying of loneliness for the loss of all his brothers, even though since the disappearance a month earlier of Roberto (who loved him dearly, and never left his side) he had been enjoying himself with his cousins quite well.

Yesterday Luigi was coughing a little bit, refusing to eat, he had difficulty or pain in swallowing, his nose was wet and a bit dirty, and he had little energy or interest, though he did love being cuddled.  At about 5:00 PM he walked weakly outside to defecate, and when he came back in I saw that the upper part of his tail was dirty, because he had not had the strength (or care) to keep his tail raised while defecating.  (Cleaning the private parts and the tail is something that I had to do last October for the little kitten who was originally blind, then a few days later for her cousin Andrea who was dying of acute renal failure, and then for Stanislao.  But I don’t remember having to do it for Roberto.  Throughout the time of his cold/flu Roberto slept in his box in the corner – with his brothers – but always came out to defecate elsewhere in the kitchen.)

All in all Luigi’s symptoms did not seem serious, but I was fairly certain that he was dying.  It seemed to me that there must be something among these cats – either something in the garden that enters into all of the kittens while they are young or something congenital in the two families of Grigia and Bianca (but not Arancione) – that predisposes them to lose all their energy and rapidly waste away to death whenever they have any slight illness.  In fact it seems that in every case – except for Andrea with the renal failure – I end up combating and defeating all the symptoms of a minor illness, only to have them waste away to death on the day following.

Luigi did not die last night.  Today he has been resting most of the day.  He sneezed a few times at midday, and has urinated in his bed a couple of times.  Each time he does so he moves himself slightly.  A while ago I noticed that his nose was no longer wet.  This morning he had no interest at all in honey-water, looking away in disdain, but this afternoon he has been drinking it eagerly.  (I was very worried, since he had touched no liquid in at least 6 hours.)  Nevertheless I was horrified, about three hours ago, to see him adjusting his position and moving a few steps with one paw bent to the wrist, just as Stanislao had done on Friday.  I am hoping that it just means that the paw was “asleep” from his having slept on top of it.

Luigi is comfortable now, with a little pillow under his chin.  One symptom that has developed over the last several hours is that his breathing has become heavy and audible, close to wheezing, and he is now moving his head forward and backward a bit with every breath.

All in all Luigi seems to have nothing particularly serious at the moment, but I suspect that he will probably die tomorrow or Wednesday all the same.  And I have no money at all to take this dear “feral” cat on a trip to the closest veterinarian.

The above is the entire medical history of this clan.  This morning I was coming to the conclusion that the five offspring of Bianca must have some congenital illness – or curse – that those of Arancione do not have.  (Of the latter, one disappeared suddenly while in good health, and one got hit by a car while crossing the road, but the other three are alive and while and on Saturday were playing with Luigi as always.  Luigi passed last night with his head resting on the back of one of them.)

They seem to be dying of very slight illnesses, dying even after most of the symptoms have passed, as though they were 90-year-old humans instead of 11-month-old cats.  I mentioned this today to someone in the village here who has cats, and he asked me, “Did their mother perhaps abandon them while they were young?  If she detected that they were doomed to die then she would abandon them.”

In fact last June or July I had noticed that Bianca would return to the garden gate every night, and would call out loudly about 10 times, and all of her kittens (then 3-5 months old) would climb over the gate and come running out to meet her.  But when the first of them reached Bianca she would invariably lash out at it with her claw.  And since then she has spent very little time in the area, and although both her offspring and those of Arancione’s do run in her direction nowadays when she arrives and starts meowing loudly, she simply ignores them, eats some of the food from the woman, and leaves.  The woman and I had assumed that Bianca had somehow become insane or crazy.

I have read online that a mother cat will abandon a newborn cat or an entire litter if she detects that it is defective or unhealthy.  I know that I saw Bianca and her mother Arancione nursing kittens together in about April or May, but I do not recall if the kittens that Bianca was nursing were her own or her mother’s.  So it is certain that Bianca has been avoiding her kittens since June/July, when they were 3-5 months old, and perhaps was not nursing them even earlier.  But I am certain that Bianca gave birth to her kittens in February/March, about a month before her mother gave birth, so it must have been Bianca herself nursing them for at least the first month.

So I am wondering the following:

1. Does it happen that a mother will abandon an entire litter even after the first month?

2. If she does abandon them, is it possible that they would begin to die off for slight causes at about 10 months of age?

3. If the first two above are true, then is there any hope for Luigi, or is he certainly doomed to die very young?

Thank you very much for your help and for reading all this.
 
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Help!  Over the last 15 minutes Luigi has begun breathing with more difficulty, as though he were asthmatic.  He has his neck extended, and is moving his head forward and back with every breath more than before.  But he still drinks honey-water readily, though afterwards he has heightened difficulty breathing.

His breath makes a hissing noise on the way out, and a little popping sound at the end, so perhaps his nose is plugged up or full of liquid, since so far he has not tried breathing through his mouth.  Or perhaps the problem is not in his nose and mouth, but deeper down, in his lungs?  I would be very, very grateful for any suggestions that you could offer.
 

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Help!  Over the last 15 minutes Luigi has begun breathing with more difficulty, as though he were asthmatic.  He has his neck extended, and is moving his head forward and back with every breath more than before.  But he still drinks honey-water readily, though afterwards he has heightened difficulty breathing.

His breath makes a hissing noise on the way out, and a little popping sound at the end, so perhaps his nose is plugged up or full of liquid, since so far he has not tried breathing through his mouth.  Or perhaps the problem is not in his nose and mouth, but deeper down, in his lungs?  I would be very, very grateful for any suggestions that you could offer.
I am SOOO sorry about what is happening with Luigi. Please get him to a vet immediately. I don't want to speculate on what this could be, all I know is that he is in distress right now and needs medical attention. :vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes: for Luigi and :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: to you.
 

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This is such a sad story. Thank you for trying to take care of the kittens, but here's the thing. Being feral and without any vet care it's very hard to know what's wrong with these kitties. The mothers could have infections or diseases that are being passed to the kittens.They could have worms or parasites or any number of things. Is there any way to get a vet involved?

Unfortunately, without spaying the females who live in this courtyard, this cycle will just continue. The females will continue to have kittens, most of whom are dying for various reasons. I am really sorry because I can tell how much you want to help these kittens but without vet care, I'm not sure how much you can really do. Maybe some others will offer some practical tips for you.
 
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Thank you very much for your replies.  To get vet care I would have to go out and borrow € 100 from friends for that.  But I already owe my landlord € 800 in back rent and have promosed to pay it to him as soon as I have the money in hand.  So if I had that money in hand and did not give it to him it would be like extracting a new loan from him against his will.

In addition I wanted to get ideas from you all online because, based on my recent experience with his siblings, I thought that by the time I noticed he was ill yesterday it might already have been too late to save him through a vet, because a vet would require time for analysis and observation and these cats are going to full health to death in a fairly short time.

In any case, the irresponsible behavior of the woman with the garden is the cause of all this.  Her desire to feed the cats from a distance without ever approaching them, and her unwillingness to pay to have any of the females spayed ("I can't afford that, and in any case the cats aren't mine, they're just strays that shouldn't even be there!") means that she can create more animal suffering with her small paycheck than I could possibly relieve with a paycheck five times larger than hers.  There are many protected gardens around the periphery of the village, and some of the domestic cats go there to give birth to kittens, but there are very few feral cats in this village.  This one woman has succeeded in creating a nightmarish situation of a protected feral colony that grows and collapses each year, rising to 6-7 cats in 2011 and to 19 cats in 2012.

An hour ago Luigi was having difficulty breathing through his nose, and I was thinking of taking him into the bathroom with my shower steaming, or else boiling a pot of water and holding it under his nose, to help dissolve the digestion he may have in his nasal passages.  Then I went out for 15-20 minutes to talk with someone, and when I came back I found him no longer on top of the table -- this afternoon he was going back and forth between a box on top of the table and a coat on top of the table -- but instead in his usual place under the table.  His head is upright, and he seems to be breathing without much difficulty.  Other than that he has _no_ symptoms, except that he doesn't touch solid food and he no longer goes elsewhere to urinate.  His nose was damp yesterday and this morning, but this afternoon it dried up, and perhaps that is the cause of his labored breathing through the nose.

By "under" the table, I mean on top of the chairs, hidden behind the tablecloth.  The cats love to climb up there, because it is dim, protected, and they can watch my feet go by and listen to me prepare things but remain completely invisible.  So I put a piece of cardboard there, and covered it with newspapers, an old sweater (given me for them by the woman) and some bits of cloth.  Three sides of the square table have chairs, and on the fourth side are two wooden fruit crates stacked on their sides, with old clothes inside and a tee-shirt partly covering the entrance.  There are also two other nooks for them in the kitchen.
 
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An update on Luigi.  I am fairly convinced that he is dying.  I went off to do some prayers for 20 minutes, and when I went back into the kitchen he was still OK, resting under the table.  But he had urinated a little and when I lifted him up to wipe him and change the cloths under him he staggered off a few inches, and then slumped down on his side looking confused, the same way Stanislao had done in my bedroom in the middle of the day on Saturday.

Because it is difficult for me to see and take care of the cats under the kitchen table, I carried him into my bedroom and set him up on the floor there, with some cloths.  (This morning I cleaned the entire bedroom thoroughly, washed the floor with bleach, and let it air out.)  He began weakly trying to climb into a low, tiny shelf (Stanislao did the same on Friday), but lost interest in it.  (That is fortunate, because the nook in that low shelf for my shoes was one place I had been unable to clean with bleach.)  I moved his box from the tabletop in the kitchen into the bedroom, so that he could climb into it and feel covered and secure (and remain humidified).  But now he could no longer climb into it on his own (he could this afternoon), but put just his head in and left it hanging over the edge, blocking his windpipe.  I place him all the way inside, but he wanted to leave, so I pulled hiim out again and placed him on cloths on the floor, and covered him.

During all this time he was breathing very loudly through his nose, as though it were stuffed up.  So while I was moving him I began boiling some water.  When it came to boiling I poured it into a pan, and in the bedroom placed the pan under his head for a couple of minutes.  The sound of his breathing seemed to decrease, and he seemed to like it.  In fact his head was heading down towards the hot water, either to drink it or out of weakness, so I had to hold his head up.  Now he is on the floor in my bedroom on cloths, where Stanislao was two days ago.  He still seems to have some occasional problem with walking on one of his paws.

My suspicion is that his heart is slowing weakening, perhaps due to some worm or virus contracted in that garden in his infancy (or inherited from his mother, Bianca).  So although an hour ago I was fairly sure that his condition is improving, I now think that he is dying.  Again, aside from weakness, a stuffy nose, and not touching solid food for 1-2 days, he is healthy and presents no symptoms.

I have just gone and checked on him again.  He hardly has the strength to raise his head, he no longer purrs when stroked or petted, and he does not seem to recognize me, his best friend in this world.  He was moving his front end around restlessly, and the noise of his breath wheezing through his nose was loud again.  So I quickly soaked a rag in hot water and squeezed it under his nose, and this seemed to help him for 10-15 seconds.

Does anyone have any ideas?  All of these cats tend to go downhill very quickly in the evening, so although two hours ago I thought he had turned the corner and imagined playing with him tomorrow, I now think he will die within another 3-4 hours.
 
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He will probably be dead within an hour or two.  After I placed him on the bedroom floor he continued to move around his front parts restlessly.  Twice I have placed a pan of hot water in front of his head to give him vapor to ease the noise from his stuffed-up nose, but after a few seconds he turns his head elsewhere.  About 20 minutes ago he insisted in climbing up into that empty place on the second shelf of my nightstand for shoes, so I removed a bag of shoes there and placed some paper there and a cloth to support his head.  He stayed for 5 minutes with his head pointing outwards, but then he turned around and stuck his head behind the bag of shoes on one side.  I removed that bag, and he turned and hid his head behind the bag of shoes on the other side, so I did not try any harder.  Eventually he turned back and lay down with his head pointing out toward the room.  He is still able to move his head and the rest of his body weakly, but he prefers to go to the edge of the shelf and let his head hang over.  (In fact he was doing that on the kitchen table about 5 hours ago.)  It seems he feels most comfortable now with his head lower than his body.  It may also be that he desires to die in privacy, but a few minutes ago I was able to get a last purr out of him by caressing his stomach.  About 20 minutes ago I anointed him with some blessed water that I have, as I did for him yesterday and this afternoon (and did for Stanislao during every day of his illness), but this time in order to prepare him for his final voyage.  I will truly miss you, Luigi.  Arrivederci, amico e amore mio.  May we be reunited one day in heaven, Luigi, me the sinful man and you the innocent animal who are suffering so for the sins of mankind.
 

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How very sad :(.

I suspect they're severely inbred and have congenital defects, or possibly Feline Leukemia. Either of those things can lead to early death. The only way to prevent your having to care for many more dying kittens is to make sure the female cats get spayed, somehow. I doubt your neighbor will stop feeding them. Perhaps there's a street cat organization in your area that you can contact for advice.
 
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Yes, I have been telling this woman for months that she could save much money for herself -- and endless suffering for me and the cats -- if she would pay to have the females spayed.  Right now it is not critical, since Grigia died after being hit by a car in late September and -- I forgot to mention this -- the original abandoned female, Arancione, who was at least 15 years old (they say), vanished in December and is presumed dead.  Now only Bianca is alive among the three adults who gave birth in 2012.  But of the younger generation, of the three remaining children of Arancione two seem to me to be females.  Both of them regularly come into my kitchen to eat -- the woman gives me canned food to give them at night because she only wants to feed them during the day -- and if I really wanted to I could easily catch one of them, who comes very close to me, and perhaps the other one as well.  But I don't have a cent, the woman insists that she doesn't have a cent (though she has been buying about 4 cans of cat food per day recently as the remaining kittens have been growing larger, at € 0.38/can), and at the moment it is still early, since the two young females are only about 10 months old.  In addition, since these two young females are semi-domesticated -- one of them likes to brush by me in play, and follows me from room to room, and loves to sneak into my bedroom and perch on my bed -- chances are that it would be easy for me to domesticate their offspring very young, and then give them to happy owners.  There are always many people around here looking for affectionate young kittens, but no takers at all for older kittens or kittens who flee from humans.

As for Luigi, he is still hanging on.  Just when I think that his breath is getting weaker, and that his open eyes are glazed over, he gets up, turns around, looks at me, and lies down again.  About a half hour ago I tried to give him some milk, and he got very upset about that.  It seems he can accept me being nearby -- up until a few hours ago it absolutely delighted him to hear me, see me, or feel my touch -- but he does not want to be disturbed right now.  So I have taken some time to prepare myself a quick lunch -- it is 11:25 PM here now -- and am eating it in the next room, only checking in on him from time to time.
 

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Oh I'm so sorry for all you and the kittens and cats have been through. :heart2:

I don't have any specific care advice, I'm sorry. When they're congested, yes, it does help to be in a bathroom full of steam. And you already know what to do to hydrate them. :heart2: Good nutrition, keeping them hydrated, and keeping them as comfortable as possible is all I know to advise. I suspect, as Willowy says, they are inbred, and have congenital defects. :(

Are there others in the village that care about them? Would it make any sense to try to take up a collection from others around the village to raise the funds to get the females spayed? :dk:

My thoughts and prayers are with you and Luigi. :heart2: :hugs: :rub: Please keep us updated!
 
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Just a quick reply; I will try to post something longer this evening.  Luigi died at 2:04 AM, less than three hours after my last post.  I have just gotten back from burying him.  He entered into his agony a little before midnight, if I recall correctly.  While resting on that low shelf in the TV-stand he suddenly had a heart attack or seizure, and arched his head back forcefully and thrust his legs out and agonized rigidly for a few seconds.  (His eyes remained open, and he emitted no cry, so perhaps it was not agonizingly painful.)  I immediately removed him from the TV-stand shelf and placed him on his left side on cloths on the floor, where he remained until his death.  Over the next two hours he had about 5 more such seizures or attacks, in each case with his neck back and extended, his head moving frantically, and his legs all moving back and forth, and during these two hours his breath went in cycles from extremely faint up to very loud, until finally with one last loud gasp he died at 2:04 AM.
 

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I am so sorry for you - it is a terrible story. Is there any chance that they could have been poisoned? Some of the symptoms resemble some form of poisoning. If someone has put something down they could be finding it, one after another.
 
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Having been occupied with caring for or burying cats almost continuously since last Tuesday, I am running behind in everything and this will have to be a quick reply before I go off to bed, with more to come tomorrow.  I thank you all very much for your help and your consoling messages regarding the passing of my dear Luigi.

The possibility of poisoning?  I have certainly considered that, and in fact when I saw Luigi looking under the weather on Sunday I recalled that in recent weeks all of these cats had been spending their days (when there was no snow or rain) sleeping in a sunny part of the second garden among the five yards/gardens.  I can see everything that goes on in these gardens from my balcony, and this is such a remote, backwards area that almost nobody bothers to use chemicals to cultivate his or her garden.  (Until a couple of years ago some people in the village still went out to work their fields on a donkey, and a few years ago I saw someone plowing a field with an ox.)  Nevertheless I did try to talk to the owners of the second garden and the one behind it, but they could not be found.  On Monday when that person suggested to me the possibility that these offspring of Bianca’s might be dying for some innate defect that their mother had foreseen in abandoning them, I realized that the offspring of Arancione spend just as much time in those same places in those gardens as the offspring of Bianca and are all healthy, so I lost interest in trying to find out if the owners might be using insecticides or herbicides there.

As for deliberate poisoning, I think that can be ruled out.  In this area the animals that people prefer to poison are dogs.  In this part of this particular village there are few dogs, and few incidents of poisoning.  In fact my next door neighbor has a dog that is quite old – grey around the mouth – and who is continuously roaming around the area and drinking from the public water fountain or water puddles, and has never had any problem.  Likewise with another dog that lives about one lane uphill from us.  But about a 3-minute walk from us is an area of the village with a fair number of dogs, and apparently there is someone there who cannot stand to hear dogs barking.  In that area poison gets left rather frequently, and just in December a friend of mine with two cats and a formerly stray dog lost her dog to poisoning, while in the same night four other dogs and one or more cats also died from the poisoning.  And in that area this takes place so regularly that my friend with the two cats does not let them sleep outside at night, but closes them up inside her abandoned storehouse.  During this most recent poisoning episode one of the dogs that died was inside a gate: he was never let out and never threatened anyone, so the person must have thrown poisoned food inside the gate because he was annoyed at the dog’s barking.

On the two ends of the village it is quite common for someone or other to poison the stray dogs, and in these incidents usually a couple of pet dogs will get killed as well.  In fact I was always a dog person until last June, and during my daily walk out to the village cemetery I befriended a wonderful young stray dog named Stella who was staying in a little park along the way.  I would play with her every day, and a family living across the road would give her food every day.  But the stable pack of stray dogs on that end of the village was growing larger again – one family of four large, white male dogs plus a few other dogs that joined them from time to time – so in about July someone poisoned them, and since Stella often hung out with them she died too.  In these cases the village garbage-collection staff pick them all up and throw the bodies in a ravine down by the river.  Someone told me that just before I became friends with Stella she had had a litter of pups, but that someone had come by and collected them to take them away and “dispose of” them elsewhere.

From what I have heard, the poisons used in this area are relatively fast-acting, and after eating them a dog begins vomiting blood and is dead within four hours.  None of my cats have vomited blood, none of them have gone from perfect health to death in anything less than a day and a half (the quickest being Luigi, who at 11:30 on Sunday was a little under the weather and losing interest in food, and 36 hours later entered into his agony, which lasted for two hours), and all of them have died by gradually getting weaker and weaker until their hearts stopped beating.

As for the cats eating something harmful that was dropped accidentally on the pavement, that is not impossible, but in this area people use very little in the way of antifreeze or pesticides.  In addition, the 16 feral kittens in this colony of 19 feral cats never left the fenced area of these gardens/yards until I began luring them out with treats.  The area between the garden gate and the bottom of the building housing my apartment is empty, with no house entrances, and nobody spends time there.  My only concern in luring them out to that area was that they might get run down by cars (as happened to Matteo on the morning of 28 October), since in that particular lane there is a little bit of car traffic.  That is why I began working early on to lure them up around the corner to my apartment, since the lane that my apartment is on is too narrow and short for cars to move quickly.  On warm summer nights these kittens did indeed have a worrying habit to remain in the middle of the lane after I had finished feeding them and playing with them there, but since that time they have not spent any time in the lane but only inside the fenced area of the five gardens/yards or in my kitchen, or in a narrow crevice between the two that is inaccessible to anyone but cats.  They never had any interest in exploring a wider area, and their entire world was limited to the gardens and my apartment, with about 30 seconds of traveling time between the two.  (One exception: in August or September I did once see Roberto with his mother Bianca in a grassy place about 30 yards below the area of the gardens, across the main road that runs through the village.)

That said, the people in this rural area have a tendency toward coarseness and unconcern, first of all towards each other but much more so towards animals, especially small animals.  For example, about 3 years ago I was returning home from a hike in the mountains one Sunday evening when I heard a sound like cats meowing coming from a dumpster next to the uppermost of these five gardens.  I fished around inside, moving various bags out of the way until I found the plastic bag from which the noise was coming.  I took it out and opened it, and it contained one or more empty beer bottles, some banana peels, and four (or maybe five) newborn puppies.  Since I had to leave town on a bus early the next morning I could do nothing but leave the puppies outside on the pavement – in the hope that maybe their mother might be nearby or that some passerby might want to take them – and call the wife of the mayor, who loves animals.  The wife of the mayor was not available, so I left a message with her teenage daughter to have her call me ASAP about these puppies, but I never heard back, presumably because she did not want to get involved.  I checked on the puppies one or more times that evening, but they had stopped crying and were becoming stiff and cold.  I piled them together to help them stay warm, but when I passed by in the morning I saw that they were all still there, but dead.

A week or two after that, coming back in the dark from another walk in the mountains, at a bend in the road I heard the sound of kittens meowing plaintively from the ravine below.  But the place was a couple of kilometers from the village, completely dark, and the ravine was very steep and covered in brambles that were as high as one’s head, so I could not do anything.

Finally, in the spring of last year, when going for a bike ride down the mountainside, in an isolated field I ran across two small puppies next to the road, and they barked excitedly when I rode past, so I stopped.  The nearest houses were an inhabited farmhouse about 150 meters lower down, and an uninhabited farmhouse about 150 meters further up that someone visited during the daytime.  Both of these farmhouses had dogs that loved to bark, so it is not possible that the puppies could stay there and not hear those dogs in either direction.  So they had not strayed from home, but had been abandoned in an open field by someone from the village.  A few days later I needed to ride by the same area so I took some meat for the dogs.  I do not recall, but on my second or third trip through the area I saw that the larger, more attractive pup was no longer present (perhaps rescued by someone) and only the smaller one, who was not looking well.  Eventually the smaller pup vanished as well.

As for finding anyone willing to spend money on neutering stray cats, that would be quite difficult.  I only know three people in the village who love their cats enough to make sure they are healthy, and all of these people are quite poor, and do not even have cars.  Almost everyone else in the village who has cats feeds them leftovers, typically pasta.  It is no use telling people that cats are obligate carnivores and that carbohydrates just get converted to fat, since these people have no interest in spending more than 10 cents per day on their cats, and if their cats get sick they are on their own.  (There are virtually no house cats in the village.  Because cats are considered dirty, they are all forced to sleep outside at night, typically in abandoned storerooms or under stairs.)  In the village there a few younger people who do buy food for their cats, but that is usually dry food because it is cheaper than canned food.  Very, very few people buy canned cat food, and nobody around here bothers to read labels.  In fact this area is so rural or backward that most of the pet dogs here do not even have collars (much less leashes or ID tags), and very few of the pet cats get neutered or spayed.  The pet cats give birth to kittens, the kittens are given away very young, the kittens eat pasta and die young, the surviving cats give birth to kittens, the kittens are given away very young, and so on.  People around here have no real interest in the wellbeing of their pets: the pets are there to make the people feel good, and when they cease to do that then they are on their own.

Humane Society?  Not in this part of the world.  I used to post updates on my Facebook profile whenever I ran across deer or roedeer in my walks in the mountains, saying where I had seen them, but then I saw that one of my Facebook “friends” that liked these reports was a local “azienda faunistica” (“animal association”) that is actually a hunters’ club, so I stopped posting those notices.

Incidentally, the woman who gives foods to the feral cats in her garden also has a pet cat of her own, a six-year-old male named Ollie.  She told me that when he was a kitten he got hit by a car, and that it was only with considerable surgery that they were able to save his life.  Nevertheless she does not seem to have any affection toward him, and because she is squeamish about animals it appears she never touches him or even goes down to his level.  In fact Ollie does not let anyone touch him, and he gets angry if I even try (though by dint of trying I have succeeded, at least sometimes).  At New Year’s the woman told me she was going away on holiday for a couple of days, and gave me some extra cans of food for the feral cats.  She came back three and a half days later.  On the first two days after her departure I saw Ollie waiting at the door (they always force him to spend the day outside, even when it rains) and exploring the area in an uncharacteristic manner.  Then he vanished, and it was only when the woman came back that I found out that during her absence the woman’s mother and sister had not been at home either, and no food had been left for Ollie, so effectively he had been abandoned in December-January weather while she was off for a little vacation.  If I had known Ollie was not getting food I would certainly have given him some, even at my own expense, but I had no idea and she did not bother to tell me.  On the day of her return Ollie was nowhere to be seen, but on the next day or the day after he did return.  That is how people around here – the few who are fully employed – deal with their pet cats, so you can imagine how people treat strays.  In fact I have received a tremendous amount of truly nasty and unending abuse from the 12-14 year-old boys of the village because they have seen me trying to help the stray kittens in that garden.  When they see that, they come to shout at the kittens and throw rocks at them – even when the kittens are on private property in the garden behind the fence – because they want to terrify them and see them suffer.
 

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I am terribly sorry about Luigi and how you both suffered through those final hours together. Such a sad story and we are concerned for all of those cats/kittens. I will pray for them. :vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes::vibes:

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The casual cruelty and carelessness of the people you describe make me want to cry. I am sorry you have no support in your care of these strays. It sounds like you really care about animals and are doing what you can to help them. I'm not sure what to say. Words seem so meaningless in your situation.
 

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The casual cruelty and carelessness of the people you describe make me want to cry. I am sorry you have no support in your care of these strays. It sounds like you really care about animals and are doing what you can to help them. I'm not sure what to say. Words seem so meaningless in your situation.
Which is why I will just give you some more hugs. :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :heart2:

I'm sure it is this way here in some places. I read enough about various abuse cases to know we have our share of uncaring people, adults and children alike. But animal advocacy organizations have done such a wonderful job educating people as to the need to spay and neuter, and though I certainly think our animal cruelty laws are not strong enough, and often aren't enforced anyway, they exist, and there are National Rescue organizations that will step in when necessary. Unfortunately, the scene you describe sounds like the area of my grandfather's farm... 40 years ago or more. I can't imagine being alone in trying to provide care. I hope that in some small measure being able to chat with us here provides comfort. :grphug2: :grphug2: :grphug2:
 

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The casual cruelty and carelessness of the people you describe make me want to cry. I am sorry you have no support in your care of these strays. It sounds like you really care about animals and are doing what you can to help them. I'm not sure what to say. Words seem so meaningless in your situation.
Which is why I will just give you some more hugs. :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :heart2:

I'm sure it is this way here in some places. I read enough about various abuse cases to know we have our share of uncaring people, adults and children alike. But animal advocacy organizations have done such a wonderful job educating people as to the need to spay and neuter, and though I certainly think our animal cruelty laws are not strong enough, and often aren't enforced anyway, they exist, and there are National Rescue organizations that will step in when necessary. Unfortunately, the scene you describe sounds like the area of my grandfather's farm... 40 years ago or more. I can't imagine being alone in trying to provide care. I hope that in some small measure being able to chat with us here provides comfort. :grphug2: :grphug2: :grphug2:
 
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