head is gonna pop!

hi everyone

It was my last day at work today, as I leave to go back and live with my mum on monday, which is in another city. I am leaving my boyfriend of 8 years.

Basically I feel a mess, he is upset, which I understand. He says I am leaving him in the learch with debts and mortgage, which I don't think I am, I just need to get away. I feel when I am away I can think about the situation more clearly!

I got 3 cd's, a gift voucher and a book, sort of a scrap book, made by work colleagues. It made me cry, it was so so wonderful. I also got my second tattoo today.

I feel so numb and sad and not sure what to think at all..... just wish that my life was normal......whatever that is!!

thanks for listening, sorry if it doesn't make much sense.

((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))

It'll get better! That was really sweet that your co-workers did that for you.

Change is always hard, but it looks like you're strong enough to do what you need to do. Good luck!

Plus, isn't it nice to know how much you meant to your coworkers? We did that for boss at an old company of mine and he told us that it nearly broke his heart that he had to leave. Me? I got a nice wedding gift.

I am happy for you , that you will go and move . I know you are emotional and it hurts bad . But it will be better when you arrive at your moms house . And yes , it still will hurt for a while . I know that , I went trough something similar (sp) like that . But when you finaly find yourself again you will see how much better you are doing , away from him . And in time you will find a new life meaningfull (sp again) for you . So all my wishes and prayers are with you .

Originally posted by ~clare_mew~
I feel when I am away I can think about the situation more clearly!

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Good for you!!! That is exactly what you need right now. Your taking the first step which is always the hardest. Just take it one step at a time and you will do fine.

And remember if you need to vent, cry, scream, we're here for you!

i promise that life is gonna be better...as long as u believe it will be...