You're words are always so comforting and they hit home so true.On the top line of the box that says 'Write your reply,' there is a smiley face, hit that and the emojis will pop up.
FIP is so heartbreaking. There is little to be done, for now, though research is showing some promising results. I went through distemper with my outside cats/kittens. it was one of the saddest experiences I've had. Standing by, doing all you can, vet visits, them doing all they can, and then feeling so helpless and destroyed when they died one by one. I'll never forget them.....
Try to take comfort from the fact that Puk was in your life for a reason. He needed you badly at this time and you were there for him. He needed your love and care and you gave it freely to him. No, it's not fair, why all this suffering? Nothing in our life is guaranteed, nothing is for certain. But your love for that boy is real, so is your grief. The bond of love will bind your souls together for eternity. He will forever be as close as your thoughts and prayers. It was meant for you to be here to remember and mourn for that sweet boy. That is a great honor and a testament to your love.
My heart breaks for your pain, I know it too well. I pray one day a cure will be found, and I'm confident it will be, someday, somewhere, and it will put to rest the suffering and the tears that go with such a horrible disease. My thoughts and prayers are with you both.....RIP sweet Puk. You will be dearly missed, you will forever have a secure place in a loving heart. my the good Lord bless and keep you, until you meet again.