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Thank you all for your wonderful and comforting replies, they are a HUGE help to us.
This morning I got up a little after 5:00 to go to the bathroom and then feed them and it was like someone had a DVD in my head and pressed "play", I immediately got the impression that she is fine now, just fine, that she had to go through that horrible ending to get to where she needed to be, just like in Steve Miller's song "Jet Airliner" where he sings "you've got to go through Hell before you get to Heaven", that she was sick and there wasn't anything that would've helped even 4 months ago, and that we shouldn't be upset, we had nothing to be upset about, that she knew we were upset because our hearts were broken but don't be because she is in a wonderful place but this was wonderful too. And hours later as I was making the bed I flipped around the TV and Joel Olsteen was on talking about someone in biblical times that his brothers were jealous of him, threw him in a pit to die but then instead sold him into slavery, but years later he become ruler of some land, and he never regretted what had happened, never lost his faith, because he realized that he HAD to go through that to get where he needed to be.
If that wasn't proof right there I don't know what is!!
But it is still hurtful, still tough, your mind is trying to process it and it will cause the bad memories to rise up here and there, but also these good thoughts and signs are coming through to help ease the pain, make sense of it all, and allow us to heal knowing that she is fine now, no health issues, playing with her brother Skipper and her babaies that she hasn't seen in 14 years and her mother cat but will patiently wait for us as well as ALL of our little creatures that have passed before her, they also are all just fine, and when we meet again one day it will be tears of joy, not sadness and broken hearts.
THANK YOU ALL for your love and support
This morning I got up a little after 5:00 to go to the bathroom and then feed them and it was like someone had a DVD in my head and pressed "play", I immediately got the impression that she is fine now, just fine, that she had to go through that horrible ending to get to where she needed to be, just like in Steve Miller's song "Jet Airliner" where he sings "you've got to go through Hell before you get to Heaven", that she was sick and there wasn't anything that would've helped even 4 months ago, and that we shouldn't be upset, we had nothing to be upset about, that she knew we were upset because our hearts were broken but don't be because she is in a wonderful place but this was wonderful too. And hours later as I was making the bed I flipped around the TV and Joel Olsteen was on talking about someone in biblical times that his brothers were jealous of him, threw him in a pit to die but then instead sold him into slavery, but years later he become ruler of some land, and he never regretted what had happened, never lost his faith, because he realized that he HAD to go through that to get where he needed to be.
If that wasn't proof right there I don't know what is!!
But it is still hurtful, still tough, your mind is trying to process it and it will cause the bad memories to rise up here and there, but also these good thoughts and signs are coming through to help ease the pain, make sense of it all, and allow us to heal knowing that she is fine now, no health issues, playing with her brother Skipper and her babaies that she hasn't seen in 14 years and her mother cat but will patiently wait for us as well as ALL of our little creatures that have passed before her, they also are all just fine, and when we meet again one day it will be tears of joy, not sadness and broken hearts.
THANK YOU ALL for your love and support