I'm finally posting this here as i couldn't figure out how.
It's coming up on 2 years and i still miss him so. One minute i'm fine and the next i just brake down and cry. He was in stage 4 CRF. I had been force feeding him for 8 months when he finally told me enough. He was nauseous from dehydration and i didn't have the money to take him to the vets for fluids otherwise he would of lived longer and been able to eat. I know i shouldn't blame myself but sometimes i can't help it. He was 19 1/2 years old and a sweet boy. I didn't really appreciate him and the love he had for me until Razzle died. I'm sorry my sweet boy. He was the one who was at the door when i came home.
I'm so glad i had him euthanized at home as he was not afraid and he went very peacefully.
Love you, love you always. You left paw prints on my heart.
Kathy
thttps://youtu.be/_CCTztUdtXo
It's coming up on 2 years and i still miss him so. One minute i'm fine and the next i just brake down and cry. He was in stage 4 CRF. I had been force feeding him for 8 months when he finally told me enough. He was nauseous from dehydration and i didn't have the money to take him to the vets for fluids otherwise he would of lived longer and been able to eat. I know i shouldn't blame myself but sometimes i can't help it. He was 19 1/2 years old and a sweet boy. I didn't really appreciate him and the love he had for me until Razzle died. I'm sorry my sweet boy. He was the one who was at the door when i came home.
I'm so glad i had him euthanized at home as he was not afraid and he went very peacefully.
Love you, love you always. You left paw prints on my heart.
Kathy
thttps://youtu.be/_CCTztUdtXo