Today one year ago I put my beloved Rizzo to sleep. I remember every minute of our last day together, knowing each of our rituals would be done together for the last time. The pain was unbelievable but I could not cry for fear of upsetting him. The next day, which is actually tomorrow, the vet came to the house & it was over. Did not go well. If curious, read my original post. The year went along very rocky; lots of could/should have, etc. & just the empty feeling without him. He did not want to return to me in another cat body. He did send a little girl to keep me company, however. She & I had a very difficult time the first few months & I considered returning her to the HS where I was working. With the support of a very experienced friend & folks on this site we worked it out & now I would not part with her for anything. Gradually, I came to be at peace with Rizzo gone & his decision not to return.
Well, now he wants to & is very excited about returning in the body of a Siberian cat. I may have to move, as I am only allowed one cat in my condo but such is life. He wanted me to know that he will be a kitten, very smart, athletic & a whole lot of trouble. Nothing less than I expected.
Wanted to share with those of you who are currently suffering a loss of a dear feline friend that it does get better as time goes on, so hang in there. Also, although I made a big deal about planning his return it does not take much effort. Just set your intention that you would like your friend to return & throw it to the universe. If they are willing they will just show up in your life one day & you will know that it is them.
Take care & thanks for listening!
Well, now he wants to & is very excited about returning in the body of a Siberian cat. I may have to move, as I am only allowed one cat in my condo but such is life. He wanted me to know that he will be a kitten, very smart, athletic & a whole lot of trouble. Nothing less than I expected.
Wanted to share with those of you who are currently suffering a loss of a dear feline friend that it does get better as time goes on, so hang in there. Also, although I made a big deal about planning his return it does not take much effort. Just set your intention that you would like your friend to return & throw it to the universe. If they are willing they will just show up in your life one day & you will know that it is them.
Take care & thanks for listening!