My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for two years. So far, absolutley nothing. My brother got married and they were trying NOT to get pregnant, and sure enough, SIL is pregnant! I'm really jealous. I'm trying hard not to be, but it is very hard when you want something so bad. We started seeing a doctor, and they are running tests to find out if I am even ovulating. I told them that I am sure I am, because in the middle of the month I get headachy, crampy, and I even have one of those ovulense things that you spit on that tells when I am ovulating. The doctor told me that I could just be TRYING to ovulate and having the symptoms, but not really doing it. I am keeping a temperature chart and I was sure that we had a chance this month, but this morning I started my period and it's a week and a half early! This is getting really frusterating. It seems like everyone that I know is getting pregnant but me. I'm not getting any younger either. I can't really talk to my family about it because they are all so excited with my brother's new baby coming and they say I'm just jealous. YES I am jealous! I want a baby so bad I can taste it. There! Now that I got that out of my system I feel MUCH better. Sometimes it just feels good to get things off of your chest.
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9/16/06 at 6:15pm