I've never really had any real friends outside of the family since I was in the eighth grade. I'm now 27 years old and now have a really good friend, a best friend, that I met about a year and a half ago. I've started becoming more outgoing, wanting to go out and do things instead of sitting at home, and I've opened up a lot. I still live with my parents. To be honest, that's because mama told me that she doesn't want me to leave while she's still alive. Me and her have always been close. That's never going to change and I've told her that. But now, when I want to go over to my friend's house, she starts acting weird. And when I confront her about it, she says something like "it just seems like you want to be over there all the time instead of being home". She ends up making me feel guilty about it. I finally have a real friend outside of the family for the first time in 14 years and I'm happy. I just don't know what to do.
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9/3/06 at 4:29pm