My condition has taken a turn for the worse. Basically I feel like everything is shutting down inside. This is the worst depression I have ever felt.
DH and I talked last night, well I sobbed and sobbed and cried and cried harder and he talked and he cried....
And we agreed that on Tuesday morning, after we get our daughter off to school and go up to Martinsburg to see the psychologist, and if she also agrees that I need to be hospitalized (which I'm sure she will) and we can work out a way that someone can come and give me individual therapy while I'm in there. I will agree to be hospitalized.
I know I need it. Our living conditions as they are have not made matters any easier and in fact I believe it has bad it as bad as it has gotten.
My husband is afraid, because he doesn't want to lose me....meaning he doesn't want me to be so far into this depression that no one can pull me out.
I just wanted to let those that care about me on here know so that if I don't post....well if anyone cares if I post...but when I don't post...you'll know where I am.
Thanks.
DH and I talked last night, well I sobbed and sobbed and cried and cried harder and he talked and he cried....
And we agreed that on Tuesday morning, after we get our daughter off to school and go up to Martinsburg to see the psychologist, and if she also agrees that I need to be hospitalized (which I'm sure she will) and we can work out a way that someone can come and give me individual therapy while I'm in there. I will agree to be hospitalized.
I know I need it. Our living conditions as they are have not made matters any easier and in fact I believe it has bad it as bad as it has gotten.
My husband is afraid, because he doesn't want to lose me....meaning he doesn't want me to be so far into this depression that no one can pull me out.
I just wanted to let those that care about me on here know so that if I don't post....well if anyone cares if I post...but when I don't post...you'll know where I am.
Thanks.