A TRIBUTE FOR BABYGIRL
Im really ashamed about her story.
But inspite of me, I want to pay tribute to her.
Everytime I see her picture, it brings me to tears.
Ive said before I was always afraid of cats. About 14 years ago this sweet beautiful calico came into my life. She came up to my front door one day, skinny, hungry, flea infested. Inspite of my fear, I brought her in. After a vet visit, she was on the road to a happy life. I didnt understand cats at the time, so when she wanted outside, I let her go. And as you can see, not only did she not have a collar, she was not chipped, either.
Every morning, she went to the front door and waited for me to open it for her. At dusk, all I had to do was call her name and she came running. She slept with me every night. She would go under the covers and turn around laying her head on the pillow, with her body under the covers. She was so friendly to everyone who came over. Altho, I still didnt understand the need of a cat, as far as me protecting her, she was one cat, I was no longer afraid of.
She was my Babygirl for 10 years. About 4 years ago. I had to go out of town for a month. I had a friend come by to keep up with her routine. Let her out in the morning and in at night. I would call at night to let her hear my voice.
When I returned home, Babygirl was not there. I frantically called for her, walking the streets that night and many many nights. She never came home ever.
To this day, I drive by my old home, looking for her, thinking she might be on my porch again. She was 14 years old when I lost her. She would be 18 now. I always pray that someone kind took her in and fed her and loved her keeping her off the streets, putting a collar on her, something more than what I did for her.
I am overwhelmed with guilt sometimes that I let her down. I didnt protect her. I didnt get her off the streets. I didnt simply put a collar on her.
Im really ashamed about her story.
Everytime I see her picture, it brings me to tears.
Ive said before I was always afraid of cats. About 14 years ago this sweet beautiful calico came into my life. She came up to my front door one day, skinny, hungry, flea infested. Inspite of my fear, I brought her in. After a vet visit, she was on the road to a happy life. I didnt understand cats at the time, so when she wanted outside, I let her go. And as you can see, not only did she not have a collar, she was not chipped, either.
Every morning, she went to the front door and waited for me to open it for her. At dusk, all I had to do was call her name and she came running. She slept with me every night. She would go under the covers and turn around laying her head on the pillow, with her body under the covers. She was so friendly to everyone who came over. Altho, I still didnt understand the need of a cat, as far as me protecting her, she was one cat, I was no longer afraid of.
She was my Babygirl for 10 years. About 4 years ago. I had to go out of town for a month. I had a friend come by to keep up with her routine. Let her out in the morning and in at night. I would call at night to let her hear my voice.
When I returned home, Babygirl was not there. I frantically called for her, walking the streets that night and many many nights. She never came home ever.
I am overwhelmed with guilt sometimes that I let her down. I didnt protect her. I didnt get her off the streets. I didnt simply put a collar on her.
Babygirl, I love you so very much. Im sorry I wasnt there for you. Im sorry I didnt keep you safe. I thought I would be there for you always. I left you not knowing I would never see you again. I hope you forgive me my sweet Babygirl. I hope you were safe and happy. That you had the love you so very much deserve. If you have passed Rest in Peace my sweet Babygirl. I will see your beautiful face again.