I had a minor melt down last night. Basicly when I got into the new appartment in the day light I could see what a pig the guy before me was. I threw out a bag of crap he left behind, including dirty silverware in the sink & his toilet bowl brush. (NASTY
) Then I had to scrub every hard surface in the place & I swear the guy never vaccumed the floors the whole time he lived there. It's beautiful now, but I had a minor melt down around hour 4 of cleaning & started thinking about how I'm going to have to set things up differntly & what if I went through all this work & didn't like the new appartment. I called my sister & as I was leaving a message I started crying
I think I'm exhausted & stressed. I've got to chill out because Jorand & Isaac sort of had a tiff this morning & I think my stress is stressing them out which is not good. OK just had to vent for a second.