Last year today was the hardest day of my life. July 5th, 2005 we had to make the hardest decision to let her go. I know she is up at the Rainbow Bridge laughing with Buster, Jake, Alex, Smokey, and Brandy. She smiles as she see Jaiden and Lombardi making us smile again. I still cry when I think about my baby Amber. Both tears of pain and to think of all the joy she brought to our lives. She remains close in my heart and is by my side always. I love you Amber so much! Happy Bridge Day baby!
Remember Our Love
I was chosen today
I'm learning to fly
the world took me away,
but please don't you cry
And I chose you today
to try and be strong
so please don't you cry
and don't say that I'm gone
When you're feeling alone
just remember our love,
I'm up near the stars
looking down from above.
Remember our love
In a moment you'll see
that I'm still here beside you
when you're thinking of me.
IF IT SHOULD BE
If it should be I grow frail and weak
And pain prevents my peaceful sleep.
Then you must do what must be done
When this last battle can't be won.
You will be sad, I understand.
Selfishness might stay your hand.
But on this day, more than the rest,
Your love and friendship take the test.
We've had so many happy years
That what's to come can hold no fears.
You'd not want me to suffer. So,
When the time comes, please let me go.
Take me where my needs they'll tend.
Only stay with me until the end.
Hold me firm and speak to me.
Until my eyes no longer see.
I know, in time, you, too, will see
It is a kindness that you do for me.
Although my tail it's last has waved,
From pain and suffering I've been saved.
Do not grieve it should be you,
Who must decide this thing to do.
We've been so close, we two, these years......
Don't let your heart hold any tears.
For all the joy you've given me,
for the glory days gone by
My best and final gift, My Love,
I grant you wings to fly