ok this is kinda a long story. My bf and I have been dating for about 2 years now. and I love him... I know I do. The problem is that I can't stand him anymore. He has never once told me I was beautiful (even if he doesn't think it I would like to hear it once in a while) he doesn't tell me he loves me unless I say it to him. I clean this whole apartment and clean up after and take care of our new kittens. I have told him before that I need something more and if he doesn't do something soon I am going to! And things change for a week... then he is back to his old self. All he ever does it play on his computer and ignore me. I can sit right here next to him and say his name over and over again and he won't even look at me. I catch him looking at porn all the time which really doesn't bother me except that I AM RIGHT HERE! if he wants to see a naked girl all he has to do is ask. I really don't feel like he loves me. all he cares about is himself and he is a pig.... I just want out. I don't know if I should do it. he pays the rent.....(half) I wouldn't have these kittens if it wasn't for him. but I am sooo unhappy..,. I deserve more. am I being selfish? Sometimes I think I have to message him just to get his attention.... I'm tired of being his mother....
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6/21/06 at 3:03pm