I think I made have killed her by force feeding her yesterday. She has not been doing well since she was born. Angel did a good job taking care of her, but I often noticed the gray kitten was always by herself in a corner, rarely she was with the mom or the other kittens. The vet said something was wrong inside of her, she lost .6 oz in a week. I feel so awful, I feel sooo bad, I wish I left her alone, I wish I did not try to feed the kitten. I wish I just left her alone. She has not been eatting much and I was very concern. I took her into my hands and I feel like I killed her. When she died I saw milky white stuff coming out of her nose, eyes and mouth. I really wish I did not force feed her. I threw away the bottle and stuff, I vow I will not feed another animal again. The next time my animals need feeding by force, I will take him/her to someone who can feed the animal perfectly. I feel SOO terrible, she would have still been alive if I had not touched her. I know she would have died anyway but I wish she did not die by my hands. I feel so angry and upset right now. I can't believe it. I so much wanted her to live.