She died this morning....I was woken up by my cat howling, it was terrible! I feel sooo bad. We are burying her this morning, we are taking the dead kitten to the vet this morn to figure out what she died from.
Angel...don't blame yourself...she was sick and dying and there isn't much you could do except do your best. I also lost a kitten after trying to feed it and believe me..I also went through the exact feelings you have now. You need to remember that we are not perfect and we can only do so much. Your little gray tabby is now running free across the rainbow bridge.Originally Posted by AngelKitty06
I think I made have killed her by force feeding her yesterday. She has not been doing well since she was born. Angel did a good job taking care of her, but I often noticed the gray kitten was always by herself in a corner, rarely she was with the mom or the other kittens. The vet said something was wrong inside of her, she lost .6 oz in a week. I feel so awful, I feel sooo bad, I wish I left her alone, I wish I did not try to feed the kitten. I wish I just left her alone. She has not been eatting much and I was very concern. I took her into my hands and I feel like I killed her. When she died I saw milky white stuff coming out of her nose, eyes and mouth. I really wish I did not force feed her. I threw away the bottle and stuff, I vow I will not feed another animal again. The next time my animals need feeding by force, I will take him/her to someone who can feed the animal perfectly. I feel SOO terrible, she would have still been alive if I had not touched her. I know she would have died anyway but I wish she did not die by my hands. I feel so angry and upset right now. I can't believe it. I so much wanted her to live.
ThanksOriginally Posted by Jessix
I know how you feel right now, and I sympathise with your momma cat. Twitch is my little baby, and when three of her litter died, she meowed so pitifully, and was so upset at me for taking them away. Its heartbreaking. I blamed myself, too...for not being as experienced/educated in birthing kittens.
Just know that it wasn't your fault. Sending a long distance ( I think ) e-hug!!! And lots of prayers and vibes for momma.from all of us