It is 14 years ago this month that I adopted Midnight from my local no-kill shelter. I had a bond with this cat that was stronger than any other bond I have ever had with an animal. In January 2001 Midnight was diagnosed with glaucoma in both eyes which lead to permenant blindness and episodes of severe pain and inflammation. In spite of all the efforts the vet and I made the glaucoma was progressing and it was becoming more and more difficult to control the episodes of severe pain. Midnight was put to sleep at home last August, she will always be remembered.
Midnight....August 1987 to August 2001

Midnight....August 1987 to August 2001


and somehow we understand each other completely. I know what she wants & she always seems to know what I want. Sadly my baby has CRF & so I'm facing her loss.
So I understand some of the sadness that you are feeling. Take comfort in knowing that while there will never be a cat exactly the same, I believe it is possible to find another cat to have that bond with.