I am so sorry, Tania. What a heartbreaking specialty you are in...saving the tiniest of babies. I pray that God will ease your pain, and give you peace. And that you will find the strength to give the next tiny one a chance.
Bless you for caring for the babies. Bless you for loving each tiny furry life. Someday, when we are all together, over the Rainbow Bridge, you will have a special sunny place for you and all your tiny babies, those who grew to be big boys, and the little ones like Hope who left too soon. The little ones will look like a field of flowers, each tiny face, whether black or orange or calico, looking up at you in love. And you will know the peace of never again losing a beloved baby.
Hope is in good company over the bridge. Stay safe, sweet little one. If you see a jet black baby, that is B.B., who passed despite the loving care of an experience Momma cat.