Originally Posted by Kai Bengals
My condolences. This was a very fast transition and I wish the outcome had been different.
yes, it was. Unfortunately, once it hits the chest cavity, virtually nothing can be done and it often only takes a couple of weeks for kittens to succumb to it.
I hate this disease. I feel like it stole my little baby girl right out of my arms. We had JUST started immunotherapy when it took a (huge) turn for the worse.
It's weird, though, how random my emotions have been. One moment I'll be peaceful with the idea of life cycles and accepting of her death and the next minute I'm bawling my eyes out then the next minute I'm not even thinking about it. Other than when my Grandpa died when I was about 11 or so, this is the first experience I've ever had with death (my parents' dogs died when I was too young to grasp everything). It's an interesting process, grief is.
Thanks again, everyone, for all of your support and kind words. It truly means a lot to me.