I don't remember exactly how it came up, but Jim told me this afternoon that he is dating someone. Lauren doesn't know, he says, but you know the divorce isn't even final. I'm so torn up too. I mean, I know we weren't going to get back together, but he's been emotionally out of our marriage (probably for close to 2 years he admits) and I'm not emotionally detached from him yet, so this really hurts.
What's worse, it's the lady he's renting his from. Apparently he ran into her and her son at Peter Piper Pizza with our daughter one night when he had visitation. Then he answered an add for a roommate in the newspaper and was oh so surprised to find out it was the same woman. A week ago he told me she was a lesbian because she played in a gay-and-lesbian soccer league. Today he told me that last thursday she locked her key in her car and he brought her the spare, she took him to dinner, and they, ahem, were intimate.
What's really scary about all this, is I'm a fool and even now if he came back and wanted to work it out, I'd do it. With the emphasis on working it out, not just boom everything's back to what it was. And I'm not sure I like my daughter going over there now. But I can't think of any way to stop visitation, even tho' I am vindictive enough to do that if I could. This really hurts.
Oh, and he said not to tell anyone so you must all keep this to yourselves. Yeah, like I'm not going to have to talk to someone about something like that.
My life so sucks right now and it feels like as soon as it gets to feeling kind of okay, something else comes along to kick me in the teeth. I can't stand it.
What's worse, it's the lady he's renting his from. Apparently he ran into her and her son at Peter Piper Pizza with our daughter one night when he had visitation. Then he answered an add for a roommate in the newspaper and was oh so surprised to find out it was the same woman. A week ago he told me she was a lesbian because she played in a gay-and-lesbian soccer league. Today he told me that last thursday she locked her key in her car and he brought her the spare, she took him to dinner, and they, ahem, were intimate.
What's really scary about all this, is I'm a fool and even now if he came back and wanted to work it out, I'd do it. With the emphasis on working it out, not just boom everything's back to what it was. And I'm not sure I like my daughter going over there now. But I can't think of any way to stop visitation, even tho' I am vindictive enough to do that if I could. This really hurts.
Oh, and he said not to tell anyone so you must all keep this to yourselves. Yeah, like I'm not going to have to talk to someone about something like that.
My life so sucks right now and it feels like as soon as it gets to feeling kind of okay, something else comes along to kick me in the teeth. I can't stand it.