This is a reply, I hit the wrong key--re:Kaity

Deb and George~Thank you for your words of encouragement. I do know that I did everything I could to help her and the vet techs and doctors were so caring and they tried everything they could without adding to her suffering. I do know all of this and it does help a little, but I miss her so much and I just can't seem to wrap my brain around why it happened. Having to end her life was the worst decision I have ever had to make. I just don't understand why I had to make it. I have had cats all of my life, but Kaity was more like a child to me. I can't really explain it. Maybe it is because she was the first cat I had after moving away from my family.--my parents referred to her as their granddaughter. I don't know and I guess trying to figure out why she was so special is futile. She just was. Thank you for letting me get this out bit by bit. It is helping.~marny

Marny - there really is no explanation as to how our fur children work themselves into out hearts, it just happens. It is unfair that you had to make this decision for her, but you did the right thing. Kaity is running at the Bridge, sharing her 'mom and Kaity' stories with all the other fur angels.