Well I took her in and poor Gabby girl she was so scared, her eyes were big as saucers. She was crying and looking at me as if to say I am sorry Mommy I wont be bad again. The last thing I saw before the tech shut the door is her striped arm reaching out to me as I had to walk out of the room.
When he shut the door I could still hear her crying. It absolutly broke my heart. I started to cry a little on the way home. I know its silly, but I still feel terrible. I am going to be there at 3:30 when she starts to wake up.
As if thats not bad enough CJ is walking around the house calling for her, looking under the bed, in the bathroom in the litter boxes. He looks at me like where did she go mommy? Why did you take her?
Isnt it silly? I still feel like I took my own child and just left it at the doctor.
After this, both cats go to the vet together.