I already posted, but i left the majority of my problems locked inside my mind, so as not to upset the kind members of this website....
I am so stressed out, because where i go to school i am doing the math i should not do for another two years. I get approximately three hours of homework a day altogether, and at the same time they also expect us to have time to get anough sleep and do a reasonable science project. Add to that my as yet unexplained insomnia and my rather bad OCD and Narcissus Syndrome. Free time, besides that i have in the dark morning after sleeping very little, is nonexistent.
I may be truly losing my mind, watching the pieces shatter and scatter to the winds, or even worse, losing all reasons not to do things, left with only cold reason. Sometimes even i worry now about the future of my empathy.
The only thing keeping me going is the knowledge that i have only four more months to go, and i will be free, free, free, free, free from this school, and not too long after that i will be freed from this place when i am able to drive, far away.