I am so sorry for your loss. I know it is hard to type or think or do much of anything, but people on here understand the lump in your throat when you try to speak, and the sick feeling you have in your stomach. I know because I lost one of my precious angel kitties too. Every time I type out something about her I start crying all over. God bless you and I will pray that both of us can start having wonderful memories without tears. I know it will take some time, but God will get us through this.