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sometimes life is so unfair

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From when I was 11 I dreamed of becoming an actress, I took drama classes all through highschool, although other things came up, I never let go of that dream.

There is a film, an ACTUAL film being shot, a low budget one, but its a real film, and I called the lady up to see if I could get a part as "background" or something. She calls me up today and asks me if I want to be a fill-in person! I say yes, but I work full time, and I can't do it, I can't even get off work to see her on Friday. Work gets in the way of all possibilities.

Anyway, I tell her about my best friend, and there is a good chance that she will get it. I am really happy for her but I feel so awful, I dreamed of this kind of opportunity, and I can't do it, and at the start I was excited for her, but now I can't stand her talking about it, because I wanted it so badly. I know it sounds selfish, but now all I do is cry when thinking about it, which is nearly all the time.

Why is life so unfair?

sorry, I needed to get it off my chest.
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I know how difficult things can be! (being and up and coming artist!)

Just think, although you really wanted this part there will be lots more and probably even better than this!

Are you signed up with an agency? It might be a good start for you or even act in other things when you aren't working - just to get seen!

I wish you lots of luck and I know you'll get to where you want to be in the end!
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