“Trustâ€
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m always told that if I be myself, friends will come to me.
But how do I know if the are trustworthy?
I do not play well with others.
Will I be this way forever?
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m tired of being on the run.
I just want to get out and have fun.
I live in fear of being betrayed.
Thatâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]s why I tend to stray away.
Even though I know I should be more social,
I still refuse to let you get closer.
My hatred for people has been with me for so long.
I will not let it go though I know it is wrong.
Itâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]s hard for me to trust anyone now.
So many people have made me frown.
Go on stab me in the back!
Then my trust you will lack!
Itâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]s guaranteed you will get caught.
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m experienced, so many wars I have fought.
I donâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t care what you do.
Just know that I will never trust you.
“Wake Upâ€
When I lay myself to sleep at night,
I pray that I wonâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t wake to see the light.
Every morning my wishes donâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t come.
As I open my eyes to the morning sun.
Once again I go through a day of pain.
Just like the days when Raven was my name.
Walking through the day with little patience.
To every little thing I take offense.
I havenâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t cried yet but I know the tears will come.
All the more reason why I hate waking up.
“My Friendâ€
My friend sheâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]s struggling with her life.
She so badly wants to be a wife.
Afraid to be alone.
She strays from her home.
I look at her now.
She does nothing but frown.
It has been a long while,
since I last saw her smile.
Sheâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]s nothing but a new toy,
for another boy.
She no longer leaves her room.
I tell you her life is blue.
My friend isnâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t even a friend you see,
My friend truthfully is me.
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m always told that if I be myself, friends will come to me.
But how do I know if the are trustworthy?
I do not play well with others.
Will I be this way forever?
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m tired of being on the run.
I just want to get out and have fun.
I live in fear of being betrayed.
Thatâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]s why I tend to stray away.
Even though I know I should be more social,
I still refuse to let you get closer.
My hatred for people has been with me for so long.
I will not let it go though I know it is wrong.
Itâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]s hard for me to trust anyone now.
So many people have made me frown.
Go on stab me in the back!
Then my trust you will lack!
Itâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]s guaranteed you will get caught.
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m experienced, so many wars I have fought.
I donâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t care what you do.
Just know that I will never trust you.
“Wake Upâ€
When I lay myself to sleep at night,
I pray that I wonâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t wake to see the light.
Every morning my wishes donâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t come.
As I open my eyes to the morning sun.
Once again I go through a day of pain.
Just like the days when Raven was my name.
Walking through the day with little patience.
To every little thing I take offense.
I havenâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t cried yet but I know the tears will come.
All the more reason why I hate waking up.
“My Friendâ€
My friend sheâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]s struggling with her life.
She so badly wants to be a wife.
Afraid to be alone.
She strays from her home.
I look at her now.
She does nothing but frown.
It has been a long while,
since I last saw her smile.
Sheâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]s nothing but a new toy,
for another boy.
She no longer leaves her room.
I tell you her life is blue.
My friend isnâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t even a friend you see,
My friend truthfully is me.
