Steve is out of town for three days. Helping do a story opening in KS, MO for Guitar center. (anyone down there go say HI!) he left yesterday at 4am. And i am so depressed about it
I hate when he goes. I know hes going to be back in a few days but its rough. I have seperation anxiety from him, the biggest reason i think is because of course for the major portion of our first year together he was on the road and i was home here alone. He called everynight and every day and of course when they were in town or had time off he was home. But it was hard. Him coming off the road to play with Converwatts the local band was the best thing ever!
But now of course its made me get all ansy when hes not home. And I get jumpy at every little sound outside too..thank goodness for the dogs they help. Of course..Athena..is depressed too. She like me hates when daddy goes out of town, he was still on the road when I got her for him. So she also remembers daddy coming and going. Yesterday morning after he left she sat in her kennel and cried for two hours. I finally had her up on the bed, she snuggled up into his pillows and went to sleep.
I on the otherhand havent slept. Which is another bad side affect of when he is gone. as much as i HATE how much he snores..lol and it keeps me up sometimes, when my chronic insominia isnt..truth be told I cant sleep very well without him there.
I know I sound so whinny right now. But I havent slept and I miss him.
And of course I talked to him this morning, for a bit. After finding that Athena had chewed up my BRAND NEW CELL PHONE..ARGH! How she got to it i have NO IDEA..but she did. hes getting sick now
Poor baby.
ok ok..enough of my pitty party..
I on the otherhand havent slept. Which is another bad side affect of when he is gone. as much as i HATE how much he snores..lol and it keeps me up sometimes, when my chronic insominia isnt..truth be told I cant sleep very well without him there.
And of course I talked to him this morning, for a bit. After finding that Athena had chewed up my BRAND NEW CELL PHONE..ARGH! How she got to it i have NO IDEA..but she did. hes getting sick now
ok ok..enough of my pitty party..