i went crazy this morning and packed my suitcase.
I then cried and cried untill 2 pm, and ben literally waited for me in the car untill i was done so we could go food shopping. Although i had told him i did not want to go. I came back and i was dizzy, i have not eaten much in the last couple of days. I hate being love sick
I watched ben pack up the groceries, push the trolly, and return the trolly, bring in the groceries to the house, and then he even did the dishes.
I have done nothing all day, i called my friend as i was having a break down adn she said she will call me when she got home, her daughter had a baby!
so thats some good news.
I stayed there untill 10:15 and got home at 10:30
well tomorrow i will need to eat something and actually clean.