My beloved 3 year old kitten died Aug. 7th this year from a very severe form of cardiomyopathy. I went to pick him up when I came inside my house (if I was outside he would always lay at the back door and wait for me and I would always pick him up) and he slumped down in my arms. I was wondering if there was anything I could have done besides harsh medications. The vet wasn't really wanting to go that route either. I feel guilty- still and heartbroken still. I miss his kisses on my nose in the mornings. He stopped giving those about 3 weeks before he died. When we first got him we got home because my beloved cat of 14 years has to be put down and we bought this cat non-intentionally a few weeks later. He wouldn't eat for the anybody and when my kids and I came along he fed out of our ferouciously as he was really hungry so we brought him home. I have three rottweilers who used to cuddle with him nightly. When we first brought him home he would try to suckle off of my bitch and she would let him (even though she was as dry as a bone) and then she would stimulate his bowels they way a bitch would to her pups. He was just meant to be with us. He was well taken care of vet wise and lovingly wise but I can't help wondering if he suffered in maybe ways that I couldn't see and if I could have done anything to help him??? Please help take some of these questions away. I was always wondering if there was an alternative route to his condition but from the time he was diagnosed to the time of his passing was so short I didn't have any time to research this myself. I am also curious as I do have a rescue cat, I had him for about 7 months before my 3 year old passed on and I wanted to know anymore in case -God Forbid this should happen to him as well. We haven't had much animal luck lately- when our 18 month old rott was just 6 months old we spent $5000.00 to save his life