Dreams..
So I wake at 2.15 this morning in a hell of a state. I had been dreaming and it really was very real. Its really messed me up this morning! It was like this.
I was someplace getting petrol or something when some one tried to hurt someone now special to me and so I went after them and started hurting them back. Anyway, it was all getting nasty and so, I took this person away and as I walked away having done my damage, I felt a searing pain in my stomach and with that, I had masses of pain and I saw that I had been shot. There was blood pouring out of me on the right lower side of my stomach. This special person got back in the car and I climbed in onto the back seat. Someone else was driving. As we headed away, who ever was driving was doing so for a long time and I tended my special person's wounds through the pain I had. All the time I was bleeding and it was getting bad and yet, I knew I had hurt the other person, real bad also. There were police everywhere when we pulled up someplace and I was holding onto her so tightly as she stroked my head. We got out of the car and I felt really bad, my head was light. As we walked surrounded by police and people, I held onto her and railings. Then the legs would go no more and I could feel my knees on the concrete and I was then sat sideways holding onto a length of metal in the ground. As I held on, I was gripping with the pain, tears were flowing and I was looking into her eyes and as I held on to the metal and her I knew I was slipping away and was dying.
The metal bar bent and I was getting lower and lower and knew I was dying and looked at her. "I'm sorry" I recall saying and I knew and I was leaving and would not be coming back. I then watched the face smile as my eyes clouded and the blackness slipped in and I died.
Any ideas?
So I wake at 2.15 this morning in a hell of a state. I had been dreaming and it really was very real. Its really messed me up this morning! It was like this.
I was someplace getting petrol or something when some one tried to hurt someone now special to me and so I went after them and started hurting them back. Anyway, it was all getting nasty and so, I took this person away and as I walked away having done my damage, I felt a searing pain in my stomach and with that, I had masses of pain and I saw that I had been shot. There was blood pouring out of me on the right lower side of my stomach. This special person got back in the car and I climbed in onto the back seat. Someone else was driving. As we headed away, who ever was driving was doing so for a long time and I tended my special person's wounds through the pain I had. All the time I was bleeding and it was getting bad and yet, I knew I had hurt the other person, real bad also. There were police everywhere when we pulled up someplace and I was holding onto her so tightly as she stroked my head. We got out of the car and I felt really bad, my head was light. As we walked surrounded by police and people, I held onto her and railings. Then the legs would go no more and I could feel my knees on the concrete and I was then sat sideways holding onto a length of metal in the ground. As I held on, I was gripping with the pain, tears were flowing and I was looking into her eyes and as I held on to the metal and her I knew I was slipping away and was dying.
The metal bar bent and I was getting lower and lower and knew I was dying and looked at her. "I'm sorry" I recall saying and I knew and I was leaving and would not be coming back. I then watched the face smile as my eyes clouded and the blackness slipped in and I died.
Any ideas?
