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Sorry, meant to post this in the Lounge! duh. Now, I can't find the delete key for some reason. Sorry. Mods, please move if you like...
It took me awhile to post this. But I am wracked with wonder and guilt...
I live in a considerably sketchy residential area, wrought with gangsters, substance abuse, and an unusual amount of interesting street life
There isn't much I haven't seen in the course of a day.
I do tend to love living in a highly urban centre and for the most part, have rarely been concerned for my safety, personal or otherwise.
Its a matter of experience and acclimatization really. In my 'hood', there is a certain code to live by and if you don't immerse yourself in any particularly dangerous subculture, you won't be bothered, unless its by the many people asking for change or cigarettes....
You generally get used to the sounds of the 'hood' quickly as well. I sleep like a baby through sirens of any kind, shouting outside my window, loud music...etc.
However, I couldn't seem to sleep late Saturday night and I could hear these two gang girl crackheads (I only know that one of them is affiliated with a gang as I have seen her around) outside talking. They weren't being particularly noisy or doing anything other than talking loudly that would cause me irritation....I live on the third floor. I could see they were seriously high.
In the next minute though, I became concerned as I heard one of them say..
"look, there's a cat...here kitty, here kitty"...I flew to the window and just observed for a minute. The two were standing by a car and one was peering down under the car. This one girl was urging the other girl to leave the cat and go..but the one wouldn't budge. The cat then proceeded to meow very loudly. This is why I suspected the cat couldn't have been feral as I don't think it would give away its hiding position so readily.
I couldn't think of what to do in this dilemma. One on hand, I didn't want this girl to get the cat out and try and take it with her. But I realized only the very stupid confront two high, toughass girls on their own in the dark with no one around....I thought for a minute and very meekly called down...
"oh, can you leave that cat alone?".."yeah, that cat is my cat"....I know I didn't sound sure of myself and it came out sounding kind of dumb I realize now...I just couldn't think of anything else at that minute.
They then started cackling like mad and yelling up to me to "f'off" and many other incoherent expletives...They then told me to come downstairs, expletive, expletive.
Umm. No. There is no way I am doing that.
I thought of calling the cops. I thought of saying there was fighting in my back lane instead of the fact that I was trying to arrest a cat from the clutches of two drug addicts. Now, the cops in my area don't come around in less than 5 hours for girls fighting (if at all), let alone for a "cat issue".
The girl eventually coaxed the cat out from under the car and picked it up very lovingly and walked away with it. The thing is, I can't stop thinking about this cat and hoping it just jumped away from her and ran off...
(I think this is likely)..
But I hate the not knowing. And I wish I could have done more.
I just had to get this off my chest. May sound silly to some, but I am wracked with guilt and wonder....
I am so glad I do not let my two out.
(they were sitting intently at the window with me staring down).
Sorry, meant to post this in the Lounge! duh. Now, I can't find the delete key for some reason. Sorry. Mods, please move if you like...
It took me awhile to post this. But I am wracked with wonder and guilt...
I live in a considerably sketchy residential area, wrought with gangsters, substance abuse, and an unusual amount of interesting street life
There isn't much I haven't seen in the course of a day.
I do tend to love living in a highly urban centre and for the most part, have rarely been concerned for my safety, personal or otherwise.
Its a matter of experience and acclimatization really. In my 'hood', there is a certain code to live by and if you don't immerse yourself in any particularly dangerous subculture, you won't be bothered, unless its by the many people asking for change or cigarettes....
You generally get used to the sounds of the 'hood' quickly as well. I sleep like a baby through sirens of any kind, shouting outside my window, loud music...etc.
However, I couldn't seem to sleep late Saturday night and I could hear these two gang girl crackheads (I only know that one of them is affiliated with a gang as I have seen her around) outside talking. They weren't being particularly noisy or doing anything other than talking loudly that would cause me irritation....I live on the third floor. I could see they were seriously high.
In the next minute though, I became concerned as I heard one of them say..
"look, there's a cat...here kitty, here kitty"...I flew to the window and just observed for a minute. The two were standing by a car and one was peering down under the car. This one girl was urging the other girl to leave the cat and go..but the one wouldn't budge. The cat then proceeded to meow very loudly. This is why I suspected the cat couldn't have been feral as I don't think it would give away its hiding position so readily.
I couldn't think of what to do in this dilemma. One on hand, I didn't want this girl to get the cat out and try and take it with her. But I realized only the very stupid confront two high, toughass girls on their own in the dark with no one around....I thought for a minute and very meekly called down...
"oh, can you leave that cat alone?".."yeah, that cat is my cat"....I know I didn't sound sure of myself and it came out sounding kind of dumb I realize now...I just couldn't think of anything else at that minute.
They then started cackling like mad and yelling up to me to "f'off" and many other incoherent expletives...They then told me to come downstairs, expletive, expletive.
Umm. No. There is no way I am doing that.
I thought of calling the cops. I thought of saying there was fighting in my back lane instead of the fact that I was trying to arrest a cat from the clutches of two drug addicts. Now, the cops in my area don't come around in less than 5 hours for girls fighting (if at all), let alone for a "cat issue".
The girl eventually coaxed the cat out from under the car and picked it up very lovingly and walked away with it. The thing is, I can't stop thinking about this cat and hoping it just jumped away from her and ran off...
(I think this is likely)..
But I hate the not knowing. And I wish I could have done more.
I just had to get this off my chest. May sound silly to some, but I am wracked with guilt and wonder....
I am so glad I do not let my two out.
(they were sitting intently at the window with me staring down).