I'm terrified for tommorow. i have to ive a really small speech but ....its talking to the class... not something that i want to do. I'm so upset about joel not being there and i know there is not way to change it. I'm still feeling horrible. The nurses may give me a permanant pass so i can go whenever i need to. see... what triggered it today was... i'm scared of coughing. I had a coughing attck in 8th grade and am still so scared... i hate being in the class and coughing, and obviously the feeling of no control. I just dont like it, like whnen you get a tickle, but yea so i got a tickle and i paniced... pathetic no?
I'm really hoping this gets better... i really dont like this at all.
im a jr... its sposed to be your best year... im begining to not belive that. Oh and i just volunter at the humane society, nothing in school.
thanks for the vibes everyone.